masquerade ~ paper faces on parade

happy birthday

2006-07-05T14:12:00.000+08:00

so firstly i'd like to say happy birthday to Becky who also shares the same birthday with me hahaha....

anyway so today was funny we were having icmt presentation 2 grps and it was supposed to be ca discussion after the presentations but ms low heard it was our birthday so she decided to buy us lunch/breakfast instead haha that was really nice haha so as usual we made a racket at FC6 hahaha screeming and shouting birthday songs and oh yess we bought up almost the whole medeterainian store and the nuggets samosas and seaweed chicken from the halal store hahah...
anyway thanx you guys for making today so fun... especially in the middle of like the busiest time of the sem haha... and thanx to everyone who remembered and texed or msged whatever (we have many mediums of ocmmuniction these days tsk) i'd list the names but i dont wanna risk leaving anyone out haha... so yeah thank you all

i've been blessed with great friends...

ok happy time is over its back to CDA... i still need to come up the 6 flash thingys hahaha... ooh how exciting....

randomness

2006-06-20T11:22:00.000+08:00

ok time for an update haha...

so i went to kl last week.... it was quite exciting haha my grandmothers place got like smoked up at like 130am ... ok not funny... but oh well we found the culprit haha... apparently some stupid light was burning or sth like that...

anyway last friday was class party haha so much for sentosa man... ok so we ended up at pedros place... actually just may jy jasmine jason and me haha and were watching city of god its nice but dam long la... *ok so i fell asleep half way* then the rest appeared at like 4 lmao.... ordered pizza... it was fun haha as usual everyone was crazy... then somewhere along the jokes we decided to watch soccer hahaha yess neterhlands and argentina haha... so we kinda ended up in some pub in east coast haha... and then macs at 2 am haha cuase the pub closed....

how we got there was funnny... while waiting for a cab outside pedro's place pedro had what shar would call another "selenger moment" hahahah he stepped shin deep into some hole... ok best part... he took his leg out but not his slipper haha... ok end of story after like fishing for a while pedro found his slipper again haha.. it was muddy... eeee haha....

ok at the pub i think the ass maager hates us... oh what the hell we're the customers anyway haha... sonaia's fren who works there says she doesnt but oh well...

anyway found out that sonia likes playing soduku too and that jasmine is dam good at soduku too hahah.... loves it hahaa we were playing in osnia's little soduku book during haf time and between matches haha.... we finished our fastes game in abt 5 min haha rox....

ok so other crap... my shower is leaking AGAIN! wth that fucker really sucks at his job.... ok when i find out if its defamation or not i'll put his name bloody big and bold everywhere... bloody useless bastard... we've only gotten it fixed end last year and we've already had to get bloody plumbers and god knows whatever fuckers in to fiix leaks in all the bloody different places... dam his shit... i'm so gonna personally call him and screem the shit out of him... BEWARE... how the fucking hell did he ever become a contrator... oh yeah cuase he's stupid useless and a million other things bad...

right i've nothing else to say i'm bored this whole hols is like ptj sleep soccer and ok i've been renting dvds haha thats it boo

rule no 1

2006-05-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

so after serious consideration and long complicated thought processes... i've finally uncovered the secret to life... yes the conclusion of all conclusions...

disclaimer: the following statement may shock you. viwer discression adviced

'life sucks... deal with it..."

haha yes that like the ultimate rule of living haha... ok i'm just kidding... i really dont even konw where that came from haha... i'm just in THAT mood you know... *winkwink*

theres a new lecturer in SB i saw her 3 times... she looks... eye-catching... what can i say...

LMG 2006 is ... omg i cant wait haha... finally!!

nothing better to do

2006-05-20T12:53:00.000+08:00

ok so i really dont have anything better to do... not true haha i just felt like blogging for whatever reason... i figure that out later...

accually theres alot of things to do bah... ie: correct the class pics and the staff pics so they dont look so pixy... but bah cant decide whats the best way to do it... BOO that sux...

CDA part 1 is over haha yay... finally.. my gosh cant believe i managed to produce 3 concepts in 1 day... actually 5 hrs... gosh... but ok it didnt go as bad as i thought i might haha...
*that prooves my learning point: always set expectations low so you'll be plesently surprised haha yes thats my logic for you...*

ok i think i've been trying to catch up on sleep cause i totally overslept this morning and missed main service pract... lol called mel and i'm off the hook haha... well that just freed me 4 hrs over the weekend i guess... hehe

then again after i leave the house today the hectic weekend begins... thats gonna be in about 2 hrs... dam life sux haha...

oh well the LMG comm... actually mainly joce has started a list of quotable quotes from me... *gawd do i really say such insightful things LOL oh well... at least i make sense in some kinda warped way... hey as long as you understand me... who's complaining haha... LMG is coming... less than 1 week away... oh so exciting...

late nights

2006-05-17T00:37:00.000+08:00

i'm sleepy
i'm tired
i'm sick

but this has been a dam fun week la must say haha even though its dam busy too... ok i really dont know what to say...

so prophet kobus and his team from spirit word in SA came down on tuesday... they've been having meetings and conerences in various churches... and its been fun... so many heallings and stuff... but yes in all honesty its very tiring... meetings last for hours... they start at 6 and end at like 11 sth 12... oh well...

so baiscally thats what i've been doing all week... going to school then going to the meetings to film and zuo bo (do nothing) haha... well after tomorrow it'll all be over...

and with that i'm off again... theres a million things to do... chiong CDA... BOO!!!

just a recount

2006-05-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

OMG i just realised that my last post of african pics marked my 100th post haha ok that took really long i know lol...

so anyways just suddely felt the urge to blog ah-hah... but as usual i really dont have anything constructive to say at the moment so i'll just recount past events if i can remember them... gosh its been so long haha...

ok so today i submitted the yrbook crap things FINALLY... so technically its over... dam i hope there arent any problems i'll just kill myself (to Ryan oh wait to ann: there's one more way of dying.. add that to the list k lol.. well at least now i can get back to sleeping more tha 2hrs a night... *sigh*

the week end was ok... was recouperating from my spoilt wednesday... *some of you know what i mean...wink wink haha* saturday was polling day haha west coast grc walk over... so sad... but then again y am i complaining no as if i can vote even if there was contensoin haha... anyways sunday was funny... very funny lol [question for the week: what do hugs robots and cell-looking-mush have in common? haha stay tuned for the answer *if i can remember it the next time i post haha*]

ok so last week kinda sucked... at least the later half of the week did... ok i cant remember what else happened... except for the fact that i've been sleepy and sleepy.. so whats new!

oh well this weeks getting busy too.. bah... i'm lost already i think i've no idea what i need to get done... thats not good yikes i need a holiday again... liming wants to go to SA with me now to go (hot)guy spotting lol...

AFRICA

2006-04-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

ok so here are the long awaited pictures haha...

obviously these are not all... but theres no space so to bad haha

me and my intellect

2006-04-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

A THOUGHT FOR THE DAY

Man is simply just a selfish being trying to be selfless.

So we try time and time again to be selfless because we think that is what is expected of us.

But breaking it down, the bottom line is that we all want to survive. We all want what's best for us. And basically what we're just working on is how to get what we think we want.

Correct me if i'm wrong.

Ok I just felt like being an intellectual ass haha...

South Africa pictures coming soon I promise...

i'm back... finally

2006-04-02T09:53:00.000+08:00

i'm back i'm back my plane just landed at exactly 6 44 am today... 2 weeks in south africa... i just spent 2 weeks in heaven hahah... but now i need a holiday from my holiday haha...

so the first week was spent in johannasburg... its quite nice... even though the trend is a lil bit backward so shopping wasnt that fantastic... plus the shops were all stocking up on winter wear... uh uh...

went to spirit word on the sat we arived.. it was soo good... then to airport christian felloship on sunday... that was good too... tried shopping on monday... didnt find much... but ate alot... =S went shopping again on tuesday... and on wed dad had an interview thingy at spirit word so drove down again... went to the african village on thurs... haha i got married... LOL... my dad sold me off for 23 freaking cows... *rolls eyes*... anyways went to the flea market on friday.... kinda reminds me of vic mar in melbourne haha... went to spirit word again on sat... their worship team is seriously quite good... sunday was slack and monday we left for sabi river... 2 days at kruger... and thursday more sight seeing... dam africa is so dam beautiful... drove back on friday... that took like half a day... flew back on sat and arived today back in hot singapore...

ok so thats the trip all in a nutshell... pics will ocme soon... i'm too frigging sleepy to do it now...

ok and the must mention fact... the guys there are hot... seriously... damit they all look like freaking models... the girls are pretty too but thats besides the point... but oh well swoonings over... i'm back in my pool of work... had to clear off 60 over emails when i came back... bah...

hope

2006-03-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

The darkness is coming,
as dayliget begins to fade.
This lonely soul is wandering,
yet no one comes to her aid.
At each step she looses faith,
not in God but only in mad.
To some this may just seem like fate,
but she is told its part of God's plan.
What can she do but put on a smile,
show a strong front so that others wont question,
how she was feeling all this while,
of the things in the past that left an impression.

Even so, amidst all that pain,
she still finds something yet to gain.
A lesson learnt,
after getting burnt.
A moment of sorrow,
but a fresh start tomorrow.
With God as her guide,
she no longer has to hide.
Each blow makes her stronger,
till she grows weary no longer.
She has fought the good fight,
and finally finds the morning light.

70 floors

2006-03-01T11:29:00.000+08:00

omg its wednesday.... only 1 more day to liberation.... haha and a step closer to AFRICA haha....

so last friday was AM paper... it wasnt that bad after all... considering the pile of notes that was sitting on my bed... for the ever longest time... the week end after that.. was supposed to be spent cramming PRMP into my brain but oh well sat wasnt a very good day for that... for one i spent half the day in church... (i was sleeping for the first half of the day)

then there was dinner... very nice very expensive dinner on the 70th floor of equinox.... ok so they lied... i didnt see neighbouring countries... only alot of singapore's CBD and the ECP... but ok la quite pretty... i'll give them some credit for that... then after that was living the high life for a while in my parents room in the raffels... LOL... one day i'll do this kinda thing everyday... lol...

ah well by the time i got home...decided it was too late to study prmp.... musnt spoil te good day... so ended up watching sweet november on ch5... ok that is seriously one sweet show... even though i still dont think keanu reeves is hot... (sorry ms kwa) but the story was sweet... *yesss i'm a total sucker for romantic dramas/comedies*

so verdict for saturday.... yes it was good... haha... perhaps not the best... *i've seen better days* but good haha... i'm quite happy LOL

aha well sunday was spent PRMPing... haha... continuation from where i left off some days back... monday was the paper... ok la... so can anyone tel the difference from the points in objectives and functions... lol....

*note to helen... she should really have less points under one headding... really 16 points it way too many to remember...*

but well i suppose its gonna turn out ok... i hope...

attempted to study law on monday and tuesday... but was kinda distracted... damit good weekends somehow have that effect on you i guess... i should stop thinking so much... Bah... at least i got up to section D... haha thats somewhere...

ah well one more day and counting... now its off to holland to meet may... more law and ethics... whoopie...

i'm still learning

2006-02-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

am recovering from my quite tiring sunday and monday....

sunday was the sg idol thing... (just some clarification: I SO DID NOT JOIN SG IDOL PLEASE... I WAS THERE HELPING AS A VOLUNTEER WHATEVER...) anyway that was tiring... it started out ok at first cause its the i just got out of bet so i'm quite awake thing... then as the day wears on you start feeling tired again esp since you've been standing most of the time... and to add to the fact that you only had 4hrs of sleep the night before...

oh well discovered that singaporeans are not very exciting... very little reaction no fun... bah... shall go into more detail after the air the prog since i'm apparently under non disclousure... really dont wanna be sued...

anyway after that went back to MG to jam and pract with joce guan and jean... ok that was fun... we did this franz ferdinan version of open the eyes of my hear haha... way cool... ok i think we sounded pretty cool... came up with this funny cheena pok intro for the speaker... lol... started off with starwars which lead to mission impossible then suddenly the cultural change to wong fei hong...

later was to joce's house to stay... ok sth to kiv... if you valuse sleep really dont stay with joce and debbie... sleep was scarse thats all i can say... but it was funny... from singing instrument parts as our way of jamming at 1 am... to trying to break joce's bed... ok cant remember what else... then woke up at 4 30 for QT... called guan and hui hui to join us... joce learnt how to conference for the firs time... you go girl haha... but somehow the other 2 got cut off... so we started singing hello in 3 part harmony... i think joce's parents and brothers must think we're crazy...

oh well... went back to mg for chapel... haha so yes the 3 of us were like super stonned la... thanx to the previous night... anyway chapel went quite well.. havent been back there in so long to play... almost forgot what it was like anyway... had breakfast after that... haha guess who i had breakfast with... well sorta at least... never thought that day would come... but it did... so went back in to jam again haha... we attempted our instrument switch during song thing ahah was funny... we're a multi talented team haha... coolness... left for joce's place after that...

reached joces place and we(joce hui hui and i) all just crashed for like 3 hrs haha... guan couldnt sleep... blamed it on her room colours... they were too bright... so we kinda just slacked the whole afternoon away haha... called macs and they forgot our fries... well in the end we got free fries haha... anyways jammed summore in joces room... haha figured out that half the instruments there belong to guan haha and a couple of others... had commm meeting that night... we ended at a record time of 9 45 lol...

so yes that was my very slaker sunday and monday... i've never played so much bass guitars and drums in my entire life... haha... of course keys will always be my first instrument haha esp when i get my triton studio.... haha (dream dream dream) guan says wait for city music sale...

cant wait till the 18th... Africa, shopping, photos, sight seeing(ie: boy scouting hot blond south africans)... ROX... i'll bring back Noas ark load of animals for jawei haha... *i'm kidding...* ok... i'm outta hear... PRMP here i come... WHOOO...

johari... my fren

2006-02-18T01:52:00.000+08:00

haha joce was asking me for her nohari so i asked her for my johari... anyway do this for me.. its funny....

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Sarah*
http://kevan.org/johari?name=Sarah*

little cheena girs says:

2006-02-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

first on the adgenda.... MPP is over... finally... then again... its exam time soon... but right now i'm just glad the CAs are over... somehow its just more stressful rushing out projects in the middle of term time than studying for an exam.... my 2 cents worth: its kinda cause in PW you gotta wait around for everyone and stuff... plus term time theres school and many projects and cas due around the same time... Exams... welll theres always study week and papers arent all strategicallly placed on the same day....

anyway... so yesterday was v. day... so happy belated v. day to all... kinda miss sec sch days when we all went round giving out flowers and chocolate to the class haha... *cliche i know* and there was the v. day after i left sec sch haha... probably my most memorable one.... (please dont think theres some sappy thing behind this) what happened then was that a certain girl(me)decided to work that day to avoid being asked out by a certain guy whom the grapevine said was going to.... LOL my one feble attempt to evade having to say NO THANX... *ok i'm not always this mean... that was a one off thing* oh well end of story... he still appared anyway... thank GOD for parents...

oh well... cut my hair yesterday.... its short... i mean short... LOL havent had like hair this short since sec 1 i think... hahah... nvm its a nice change... everyone said it looked fine... untill just now when mother dearest commented that i'm looking like a little china girl... *NOT AGAIN* i think my hairdresser has a fettish for making me look cheena... oh well... hummm i wonder if he likes little china girls with short hair.... LOL oh what lameness... since when did i ever care... *little voice in my head: you always cared... rolls eyes*

bah supposed to be studying AM or sth now... there like sooo much to study.... but cant... i'm distracted... ok i retract the whole exams are less stressful... its just as stressful when you cant seem to focus... i keep thinking... and thinking... of things i shouldnt... but i cant stop... wHy...

my semi charmed life...

2006-02-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

I'm packed and I'm holding,
I'm smiling, she's living, she's golden and
she lives for me, She says she lives for me,
Ovation, She's got her own motivation,
she comes round and she goes down on me,
And I make her smile, It's like a drug for you,
Do ever what you want to do,
Coming over you,
Keep on smiling,
what we go through.
One stop to the rhythm that divides you,
And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse,
Chop another line like a coda with a curse,
And I come on like a freak show takes the stage.
We give them the games we play, she said,
I want something else, to get me through this,
Semi-charmed kind of life,
I want something else,
I'm not listening when you say, Good-bye.

The sky it was gold, it was rose,
I was taking sips of it through my nose,
And I wish I could get back there,
Some place back there,
Smiling in the pictures you would take,
Doing crystal myth,
Will lift you up until you break,
It won't stop,
I won't come down, I keep stock,
With a tick tock rhythm and a bump for the drop,
And then I bumped up. I took the hit I was given,
Then I bumped again,
And then I bumped again.
How do I get back there to,
The place where I fell asleep inside you?
How do I get myself back to,
The place where you said,
I want something else to get me through this,
semi-charmed kind of life,
I want something else,
I'm not listening when you say, good-bye,

I believe in the sand beneath my toes,
The beach gives a feeling,
An earthy feeling,
I believe in the faith that grows,
And the four right chords can make me cry,
When I'm with you I feel like I could die.
And that would be all right,
All right, When the plane came in,
She said she was crashing,
The velvet it rips,
In the city we tripped,
On the urge to feel alive,
But now I'm struggling to survive,
The days you were wearing,
That velvet dress,
You're the priestess,
must confess,
Those little red panties,
They pass the test,
Slide up around the belly,
Face down on the mattress,
One,
Now you hold me,
And we're broken.
Still it's all that I want to do.
Feel myself with a head made of the ground,
I'm scared but I'm not coming down.
And I won't run for my life,
She's got her jaws just locked now in smile
but nothing is all right,
All right, I want something else,
To get me through this,
Semi-charmed kind of life,
I want something else,
I'm not listening when you say,
good-bye.

THE WEEK END IS HERE!!!

the book of answers

2006-01-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

so this started like ages ago when sonia and i cant remember who else showed us the book of answers... oh well was in Times bookshop earlier on and sherm and i so happen to stumble across the book of answers... and naturally we picked it up for a few laughs... yes we and the others with us started asking lame ass questions and getting lame ass answers... then sherm found PART 2 haha the book of love answers *wahaha* anyways at that time was also messaging grace and she said go call him... *ie: make the first move* anyway sherm and i decided to be asses and ask the book "should i" and the answer was "its not your style" wahahahha... yess the pure coincidence of it all... casue that was almost the exact same thing i told grace... *how weird is that man* anyways the only result was the 2 of us laughing so hard at the back of times...

anyways aside from the fun... the other day was at the bus stop on my way back... saw this bunch of guys smoking... ok la thats actualy quite normal... i mean why should i be surprised... but maybe it was the stressfull weeks or just the lack of sleep... i started thinking...

here's the thing... there was this one guy i the group of nicotine and tar supporters who kinda stood out... simply cuase it kinda struck me that this person could actually be made to be quite good looking.... except that he just ruined his image and everything with his kinda lifestyle... *and dress sense actually* and the thing is that guy wasnt the only such case...

so anyway i was wondering... y is it that people ruin their looks and life just so they can have that image that's so called "cool" to them... i mean isnt there more to life than all this frivilous intangible activities and such that wont even benifit you in the near future... its really a pitty cuase there's so much one can do with their life... so was wondering what motivates them in the first place...

oh well i've had my say lol... just felt like blogging so had to come up with something "intelectual" to talk abt... maybe its the effect of the book of answers...

dont rain on my parade

2006-01-11T23:17:00.000+08:00

rain rain rain... thats all thats been happening today... sux... i dunno what to say...
watched proof today... was quite nice... the guy is dam hot LOL...
ok i really have nothing to say...
prmp sux
i'm tired
good night

haunting past daunting future

2006-01-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

was talking about the past just now online... ok wouldnt go as far as to say it was self disclosing... just more like a been there done that sorta thing...

anyway the thing i realsied is that after all the screw ups i'm still the same me and i'll always be me... whether i like it or not... perhaps the only difference is that after each screw up i'll just come out older and wiser...

I'm not a bit changed--not really. I'm only just pruned down and branched out. The real ME - back here - is just the same.

but why is it that everyone remembers only the mistakes and crap you pull... getting to know the person you're trying to be rather than the person you were... shouldn't it be more important...

i suppose shakespear was right all along...
"Men's evil manners live in brass: their virtues We write in water."

so now the question lies in weather i dare to take a chance for the future and risk having a reply of the past... cause God help me if i have the past part 2 come again... emotional and mental turmoil... i dont think i'd be able to take it again... but then again what am i thinkin... what are the possibilities of that happening in the first place...

ok so the past dont exactly shape the future... it just shapes the choices we make in the future...

yeah ok so thats just what i was thinking about... no i'm not down or anything... au contraire actually... i dare say i've been feeling pretty content these past few days... stressed included though but yeah... its the 2006 aura... its good... lets hope it stays that way...

seasins of love

2006-01-04T16:18:00.000+08:00

so this song was kinda stuck in my head... well i suppose its nice in a good way at least...

rent - seasons of love

Five hundrend twenty five thousand
six hundred minutes
Five hundrend twenty five thousand
moments so dear
Five hundrend twenty five thousand
six hundred minutes
How do you measure, measure a year

In daylight, sunsets, in midnights,
in cups of coffee, In inches, in miles
in laughter in strive,

In Five hundrend twenty five thousand
six hundred minutes
How do you measure a year in the life

(chorus)
How about Love
how about love
how about love
measure in love
seasons of love
seasons of love

Five hundrend twenty five thousand
six hundred minutes
Five hundrend twenty five thousand
journeys to plan
Five hundrend twenty five thousand
six hundred minutes
how do you measure the life of a woman
or a man

In truth that she learned
or in times that he cried
In the bridges she curned
or the way that he died

Its time now to sing out
though the story never ends
lets celebrate remember a year
in the life of friends

(chorus)

reflections

2006-01-01T01:12:00.000+08:00

its past mn already... good bye 2005 and hello 2006... yes finally the new year has come... am i excited... yeah of course... 2006 is gonna be great... i just know it...

looking back...

2005 was a challenging year... challenging cause of the many weird things that have happened especially in the past few months... there were many ups and many downs... but with the downs last year also came the strengh and determination to set it right... i think i can safely say that 2005 was the year that i've finally decided to stop running... its not been easy... facing the past... but i've tried... and i know God has definately given me the strength to do that... and this year i'll keep trying cause i know that something great is happening...

2005 was also a year of success... i dare say... i got almost everything i set out to achieve at the begining... academic success... i liked my grades.. they werent bad... the crush scholarship... buit up my portfolio... gained recognition for good works done... accepted responsibilities etc... socially... i suppose you could say i've found acceptance... one big thanks to 02... its been great working with you guys over the past year... also to the other sp ppl i've had the chance to work with this year... and perhaps i'd found something more than i anticipated... i found myself...

finally 2005 was really the year of "first times"... even from the start of the year.. when we moved from mt sophia to princept... the past has been abolished... *literally actually*... then there was all those new roles that were presented to me in sch... and the musical... that was first too... the first time i've ever spent so much time in church in 3 years... yes its been 3 years... and the thing is that this was a first time i actually talked to alot of ppl i knew existed but never knew them personally...

today i look back... i see the big picture for what has been going on... not the full picture but a broder picture... things have changed... and in a good way it didnt seem so at first but now i think it was all for good...

2006... heres to a great year ahead... ok i mean its not like some fairy tale cause there are gonna be ups and downs... the road ahead is not smooth... it never was and it never will be... by the pahway of duty flows the rivers of God's grace...what His plan is i do not know but what i'm called to do that i know... and i will see it through... i guess right now... looking at whats ahead...

like Rhordans songs... its gonna be a brand new day... hold on to hope... JOIR DI VE...

the chronicles of narnia

2005-12-29T00:32:00.000+08:00

so went to watch the chronicles yesterday... and here's the verdict...

visuals - pretty ok... some of the shots and effects were quite nice... but of course there were some very over done parts... (andrew adamson must have forgotten he was making a real life motion picture not not shrek 3-the lion the witch and the ogre)

music - ok was pretty good i dare say... except maybe for the hide and seek part at the begining of the show... totally spoilt the mood...

acting - the white witch is fierce and strong and cold... not cool and bitchy... tilda swinton tall yes... scary... no... other options include Glenn Close (cruella devil) and kate Cate blanchett(galadriel)...(btw lucy pevenci was supposed the be a blonde girl not a brunette) anyway.... acting was so so... nothing to fantastic.. but then again most of them are new comers so they were all pretty stiff sorta...

costume - ok jadis's costume wrong wrong wrong... the rest of the costumes were pretty ok i guess...

set - ok i'd pass it... most of the scenery looked pretty good... except for the fact that the stone table did not look like a stone table and cair paravel looked more like a mansion from the tv series OC insteat of an antient castle...

props - nice looking stuff... (rhindon looked uncannyly like anduril in lotr 3)

DIALOGUE - saved the best for last... that was the total PITFALL of the entire movie... ESPECIALLY the first part... (namely the beversdam scene) scripwriter really ought to be shot... how the hell does one turn a literery classic form the great master CS Lewis into some modern day brit comedy... *oh wait that stupid scriptwriter already did that* ok the dialogue completely SUCKED... probably go as far to say that that was the worst script i've ever heard since ch 5 tv serieses... i really could go on.... they left out like half of the most important lines... paraphrased the rest of the important lines so that they lost their importance anyway...

but ok to be fair the movie did pretty much follow the actual storyline... even though they took the liberty to screw up some of the actual sequence of events... ok overall it did get better towards the end... the battle scene did look pretty good... and yes i did enjoy most of the movie... with the exception of all the squirming i did in my seat due to all the horrendous dialogue...

maybe peter jackson should have directed the chronicles and andrew adamson direct king kong... maybe it'd have turned out better...

post christmas dissonance

2005-12-27T02:00:00.000+08:00

the christmas season is pretty much over... well almost... and 2006 is beckoning round the corner... yes how poetic...

some recap of the past events...

thursay seceblated christmas with the class... yes was a roudy affair... *well waddeaya expect...*

christmas lesson no.1 - music is definately one sure way to generate noise... *thats when its concerning 02*

friday was normal.. nothing happened other than project meeting *or so it was supposed to be* and of course rushing the e-learning crap...

christmas lesson no.2 - e-learning is lame

saturday... christmas eve... the extended family came over... yes was a roudy afair yet again... but thats quite normal too actually... pedro's party was cancled cause he had to go to m'sia...

christmas lesson no.3 - my family is nuts... but in a good way i guess...

sunday was christmas day... ok honestly was quite dreading the day... was pretty afraid of what the day would have in sore for me... so ok my worst fears did not really come true... went for lunch at sharsleak (ok have no idea how to spell that) then coffee at nydc... survived phase 1... phase 2... party at marks place... everyone's gonna be there... ok so tien lang was my saving grace to start of with...afer that things went uh pretty smoothly i dare say... i survived phase 2... *ok so thank GOD there was no phase 3... just sweet home alabama on tv...*

christmas lesson no.4 - set yr expectations low... you'll feel alot better abt things even if they turned out medeocre... cause it's still better than what you expected...

this afternoon... went to ming and jong ee's place for some tea thingy... was quite funny... shao wen proposed OMG and it was so sweet... grade and i nearly died... 2 proposals in 1 month...

christmas lesson no.5 - dec is a good month for love... haha (sadly i'm not included in that)

just now... had the music team party at my place... was funny... drew was hillarious... grace didnt pray hard enough... so no carrot cake with extra cream haha... but oh well our little human psycho analysis did turn out quite exciting... *and i must say again... no jon we werent talking abt you... haha* thought there wasnt gonna be ehough food... but oh well we thought wrong...(thanx to mark and kel for helping me tell the ignited team at last min...lol)

christmas lesson no.6 - if yr lazy like me just agree to host all christmas parties at yr place so you dont have to bother to travel...

so that was abt all that hapened so far... pizza and beer party this wed... haha... ok dont drink beer all that much haha but has a nice ring to it... so yeah ok...

so ok i was wrong... this wasnt really a septemberish christmas... there were ups and downs... whats new... bottom line... it realy could be worst...

pathetic ending

2005-12-23T02:32:00.000+08:00

so today started off pretty ok... yeah it rained like mad... that sucked...

met up with jo for lunch today... had swensons... had fun haha... that was abt it...

went back in time to catch ms kwa dropping off the yummie log cake for the party... haha she ended up staying for quite a while cause of her 'keen interest to know more' and we'll just leave it as that....

ok so most of the lecturers didnt show... save for ms peter tripple L and rajan... but was fun... haha rajan came bearing spirits... food was good... the laksa was exceptionaly hot... *they must have known pedro was coming lol* spent most of the night singing/shouting songs haha... making a heluva noise... but was fun... thanx everyone for coming haha..

would have thought this was gonna end a good day... till i decided to check the sp account to see if my scholarship money has been sent... it was and apparently the bloody email came in on the 14th... and was suposed to collect the money 5 days form then... ok fuck i'm sp screwed... pissed off... was comless for the whole of last week... not to mention freaking busy with the musical and rehearsals and sch... i dont have the freaking time to go to the library for leasiure free access... and besides the last time i checked the email wasnt even in yet... screw the dam finance dept la... PISSED OFF!!!!!!

some random thing

2005-12-21T15:57:00.000+08:00

my house is finally begining to look remotely like a house... yess... i dare say all the construction and crap is done... and yes... my parents have taken it upon themselves to re arrange some of the furniture... ok so it doesnt look to bad...

another yay thing... my lappie is back... haha... cant believe i survived 2 wks without a laptop and tv... i survived...

ok so its e learning week... supposed to be doing online tutorials... but theres no mood.. bah... so many things going on... so many things to look forward to... but still cant wait for this year to be over...

next weeks gonna be fun.. at least i hope it'll be fun...

just found out sth last night... was dam exciting...

i miss fifi... to the hall last night to get sth... she wasnt there sleeping by the door anymore... sigh... oh well...

its back to online assignments and a dozen other things i dunno how to do...

i get knocked down but i get up again... you're never gona keep me down... Pissin the night away oops... sounds wrong haha...

ok bored tired detached and feeling crazy... signing off this ramdom senseless post...

its over...

2005-12-20T00:13:00.000+08:00

yes... the elements of christmas is finally over... maybe my life can get back to normal routine again... but then again... those 2 weeks of sch-church thingy... not too sure whats the routine anymore...

well good stuff first... the 3 day musical was really great... i think everyone was kinda impressed with it... Rhordan's totally the best... day 1 was amusing... quite forgot that my mic was on... and was talking to wynne abt stuff which was apparently being channeled through to the mucisians room... wtf... other than that... ok...

but now the rush of events are over... term has unofficially broken... its e-learning week... next week term break... christmas... am i looking forward to christmas... should i be looking forward to all the festivities that i used to enjoy so much...

been wondering if its humanly possible to be in a place and feel so happy and so miserable at the same time... to wanna be at this place but always feel like trash when you leave it... then wonder time and time again why you subject yourself to such torture... and the simple answer is becasue thats the place that makes you feel so happy and miserable at the same time... and just for that odd moment of real happiness you'd risk the probability of being hurt over and over again...

next year will be better... i know it will be... i hope it will be... it has to be better...

finally

2005-12-17T11:36:00.000+08:00

its the week end... amazing... stressful... confusing... i dunno wats going on anymore... but finally the tiring past several weeks are gonna be over... or is it just to begining...

first day of the musical was on yesterday... ok i think it was dam good la.. everyone day pro say.... found out that Dong was shaun's girlfrens fren... LOL wat a connection.... came out of the room and shaun was like... eh you know dong and i'm like yeah... how do you know... haha... small world...

anyways.... fifi was put to sleep today... kinda depressing the thought of it... but then again at least she's not in pain anymore... she was sick for like a couple of weeks... didnt eat for dam long... the vet said she was breathing dam heavily so that meant that she was in pain... but oh well all dogs go to heaven...

a tribute to fifi...

gonna miss her and her antiques...

2005-12-12T14:07:00.000+08:00

i just found the perfect one
it hapened very suddenly...
only a couple of weeks ago....
the perfect one is none other than...

the korg triton studio 88

haha... punked... its so perfect...

confusion reeks

2005-12-07T20:19:00.000+08:00

so i had like one of the best couple of days in the world... haha... started with Sunday... so amazing... then monday... just about as amazing.. minus the stress form the mpp presentation... tuesday... was prettya amazing... till i went to church... but it became amazing again when i reached home... haha...

but sometimes i do wonder y i subject myself to such torture such as that of the other day... *for various reasons the event shall not be named* the thing is that each time i go there that was when they were still around... i'm just their fair weather fren... now they's back again to torment me again for christmas... y do i still subject myself to that and bear it all silently... its funny how that one place you want to be the most badly is that same place that sends you home crying...

here's to anothere septemberish christmas...

tomorrow's talentime finals... sabby sharina and james are singing solos... good luck guys... tomorrow's also the prmp test... arent we all oh so excited for it...

this week's been weird... how can you have such an amazing+stressfull+tiring+miserable week all at one go...

anyway christams is coming... cant wait for this week to be over... cause there's like so many exciting things to do after this... parties and stuffie...

all i want for christmas is a KORG TRITON STUDIO!!!!!!!!!! i'm in love... hahaha....

its over and done

2005-12-01T20:14:00.000+08:00

yes today was the launch of attitude newsletter i think it went... rather well... ok la at least we did have some sort of a bang... haha... who'd have thought planning a 15 min event would be so nerve wrecking... anyway yay its OVER...
kinda believe thankyous are in order...

thanx to jawei cheryl may and grace who were all in this with me since we got the task last week... *yes we had one week to organise this...*

and of course rajan (MR M) who put us all up to this in the first place haha...

thanx to all the DMC lecturers who put their classes on hold to make time to support us...

thankyou timo and khay*did i spell her name correctly* for MCing the thingy at such short notice...

thanks pedro for taking pics even though i know you didnt want to...

and definately to like the DMC cohort yr1s yr3s and esp the yr2s (and must make special mention to my fellow classmates haha)for helping out with like the dance and poppers and distributing the thingys... haha... yeah even though the dance part was kinda messy and funny...

ok the list just goes on... ofcourse thanx to everyone who came to watch support help the event...

ok i think thats abt it... now for one more thanx haha... thanx andrew for reformatting my com haha i think you did such a through job that i dont have and internet centrino sound and goodness knows what ever left on it as well hahaha... nvm thanx anyway at least its definately virus free hahaha...

one more day

2005-11-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

ok tomorrow's tuesday... the longest day... and tomorrow's also the law ca day... ok i think i'm quite done studying... stress... must do well...

had to present the scriptwriting concept pitch thingy today... took really long to come up with a decent story but i managed in the end... decided to use an event that actually happened sometime in my bleak *or if you beg to differ then colourful* past... thought it'd be easy to do that... but well maybe i thought a bit wrong... doing it kinda reminded me to the choices... left me wondering about all the "what ifs" in every choice i made since then... perhaps i could have avoided all that had happen... but then again... would things have turned out muh different... oh well... some questions arent ment to be answeres... not in this lifetime at least...

lotsa ppl are back for the christmas holidays... maybe its a good thing... i'm not sure yet... i hope it is... dont really need another septemberish christmas... then again... its just one more mask the put on...

ok la have run out of things to say... *not really actually but then again...*

useless

2005-11-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

been wonderingy i've been blogging so often lately... okpossible cause of this whole wireless thing... and the fact that i'm so bored... cause my life aint that interesting relly... well except till today...

so yesterday a bunch of contractors decided to come and to the floor polishing thingy... so all my stuff was moved out of my room without my pripor knowledge... today was my parents room's turn... so more stuff now in the bloody hall... this syx.. looks like hurricane goodness knows wat just hit thisone particular house and left all the other units alone... jolly smart hurricane... NOT.... anyway... this was supposed to be over quick... but no... the stupid contractor in charge called to say the cupboards will only come in on the 5th of dec... instead of this monday... bitch... would love to mention his name but for defamations sake i'll save his sorry ass... ok so was dam pissed whin i found out... and the lack of sleep and flu and the ton of things i have to do and the aroma form the varnish is NOT helping the mood... ok so he called again.. just had to scream at him on the phone... yess... finaly... how much would i love to put the bloody fear of me in his sorry ass... told him if he couldnt deliver the cupboards on time... DONT DELIVER AT ALL... and dont ever come back for that matter... ok maybe fortunately for him my mom was there and was so dam nice abt it... *ok at least she did let me yell at him for a few mins cause she was just as pissed*

but here's the thing... how in the blue hell did he ever make a living by not being able to deliver on time... somethings never cease to amaze me really... sadly i think he's the sole proprietor of his firm... LOL so this wouldnt help much in my CRM project.. cause i'd LOVE to write a letter to his boss regarding his idosyncracies... gosh i hope he never gets another contract after this... his poor clients will suffer like fuck really i think... pissed off...

anyway... there's like so much things to do... makes me wonder y are there only 24 hrs in a day... oh well maybe my which is coming true though alot sooner than expected... maybe this is the beginning of what i've always wanted.. yes.. crazy as it sounds... i'd hoped to live a hectic life with as little breathing space as possible... y... ok some may know... if ou dont then i'll just leave it up to yr imagination... but well i never planned on the falling sick part... that part sux... i need to get well by friday i dont care haha...

other news... sabby and shar pereformed today... the did great... *would have uploaded the pix but i cant find the card reader or the cable cause as mentioned above.. my house is like some war torn land...* their one competitor was staring daggers at them... haha... wish i had taken a pic of that... before that was some lecture... JIAN.... wat can i can say...

bah... shall start on the pre luanch poster thingys for attitude... still have no idea wat's gonna happen for the launch... and its next week... bah... cant wait till week 7...

7th heaven

2005-11-22T00:23:00.000+08:00

ok i'm still slowly recovering from like a reassy intereesting weekend... ok just an interesting sunday...

saturday was lazy... didnt go to ignited cuase i was tired and fell asleep... besides i was at church in the morning for something and was too lazy to go all the way back again...

yeah so yesterday was like oh so amamzing... decide to attend sunday service since i didnt go on sat... was super distracted by the couple infront... half thought they were gonna kill their infant child... yeah... started with them like laughing and being amused everytime the child screemed... then the baby would drop his pacifier and the dad would pick it up... suck it then put it back in the childs mouth... *this did nto just happen once... it happened 3 times... i counted...* but that was just the tip of the iceberg... they had a little toy fan... and it was not a baby friendly toy thingy... it was one of those hard plastic thingys... and they were letting their baby put his hand through the spinning thingys... ok the sound alone was traumatising... it went on time and time again... *y are such ppl parents... begining to think that only by divine intervention will the kid not grow up to be some very distraught being...* sigh... social services would love this one... anyway... the fun started after that... details details... good details... lol

moving on.... talentime started today... ok.. cnat really comment on this... for those i heard... not seamless performance as yet... then again... seldom are... but good laughs... guess who's performing tomorrow....WAHAHAH... sadly might miss it... *shucks...* other than that... went running just now with wynne... haha i feel fit... ok la not really... i'm so unfit... its gonnna take a life time of exercise to cure that i think haha...

i have nothing

2005-11-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

by Whitney Houston

Share my life
Take me for what I am
Cuz I'll never change
All my colors for you
Take my love
I'll never ask for too much
Just all that you are
And everything that you do

I don't really need to look
Very much farther
I don't wanna go
Where you don't follow
I don't hold it back again
This passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Must I imagine you there?
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing nothing
Nothing, if I don't have you

You see through
Right to the heart of me
You break down my walls
With the strength of your love
I never knew
Love like I known it's with you
Will the memories survive?
One I can hold on to

I don't really need to look
Very much farther
I don't wanna go
Where you don't follow
I don't hold it back again
This passion inside
Can't run from myself
There's nowhere to hide
You're the love I remember forever

Don't make me close one more door
I don't wanna hurt anymore
Stay in my arms if you dare
Must I imagine you there?
Don't walk away from me
I have nothing nothing
Nothing, if I don't have you
[2X]

Don't walk away from me
Don't walk away from me
Don't you dare walk away from me
I have nothing
Nothing
Nothing, if I don't have you
You, if I don't have you

yesterday...

2005-11-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

yeah so yesterday was thursday... at least that's what it was when i first started this post... was pretty fun... esp after the very stressful first half of the week...

started after classes ended for the day... decided to catch harry potter and the goblet of fire... *i think thats wat its called...* and decided that clementi empress was the best place to go.. 2 reaasons...
1. we're all poor ppl and clementi is cheap
2. its the oppening day... of course town will be bloody crowded and wont have tix..
so anyway we went o empress... thats like the only place where you can watch a super popular movie on opeining day... arive just 5 min before the show and get good seats for 7 ppl haha... at like $6 lol... ok i'm so not a harrry potter fan but just wanted to watch the show cause the trailer looked nice... dodnt really understand fully wt was going on at each part... may kindly enlightened me on it after the show haha...

went back after that.. got to slack a while befpore dragging myself out of the house again to go meet joce and the rest at the ritz.. almost felt too lazy to go... but was thinking its the ritz... haha so i went.. timo came too... he so got along with all my frens... expected la... its timo haha... anayway... went there to watch audrey play... songs were jazz and evergreen... ok they were like oh so dam good... the pianist is like quite wowing.. was thinking if i attempted to play like that i'll get spassams or sth.. but was talking to him after the set and found out he dont sight read either... haha... *see all good pianist dont sight read haha* k watever... the bassist was good too.. did this U2 song and made slapping the bass seem so effortless.. *yeah right... * audrey needless to say was fantastic haha... ah well... other than the good usic... emma spent half the night trying to proove that pianist and keyboardists all suffer form OCD... tts not true by the way... we're just particular... *and thus missunderstood wahahaha*

today now was another one of those long days haha... yess... couldnt decided whether or not to pon IHRP... decided to pon... but suddenly remembered we were on an budget and couldnt spend money so endded up going for class... after that was lectures and stuff... oh right... almost forgot the highlight of today... i got into trouble for my skirt... and its not cause its tooo short... tis cause i was wearing an embarassing skirt... WTF... cheebye la also dunno who she is...

we need sb lanyards LOL

2005-11-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

today was bloody nerve wrecking... started of with meeting jawei in sch at 8 cause we were so stressed haha... and we still had stuff to preprare... anyway did a triak run for mr ma at like 9 sth... was quite stressful... he had quite abit of pointers for our presentation.. stuff he wanted us to emphasize and say to the minister...

anyway after that was the long long wait... cant believe we missed rajan's class to be waiting around the dms doing nothing... but time pased eventually and we met back up with the rest during lunch break... found out we were supposed to set new grps again... bah... thats to tiresome... oh well... tt sch... was supposed to meet cheryl and the rest of the yr book ppl also to discuss last min stuff for the phototaking thingy next week... totally forgot abt the placards in the midst of preparing for the presentation thingy... tt was not good... but well the meeting was short and jawei and i had to run back down to the dms to do another re run with mr mah before the minister and principal came...

waited summore... then edmund suddenly got all quirky and paranoied and started making everyone wear their lanyard into the dms for class... if they didnt bring theirs he wouldnt let them in till loh loh convinced him that time was more important than lanyards... then he got even more worked up when he realised that jawei and i didnt have lanyards either... so he tasked us with finding lanyards before the presentation... that part was funny cause we didnt know where to look so ended up outside in the crowded foyer yelling for a lanyard... lmao... was saved by azny and this other yr 3 senior *we dont knoe his name*... who lent us their lanyards...

did the presentation to the minister of state... he was qhite nice.. very smiley haha... but omg it was so freaky... cause instead of having to present to just the minister... the principal and their entire entourage we also had to present to a whole class of yr3s... ok that made it all the more stressful... could have died...

but its all over... mr ma said they were impressed... we told him that we were stressed... ok lame... so frigging sleey... so for the first time in a long time shall try to sleep early... like abt now...

tomorrow's tuesday... love...

the internet

2005-11-14T01:36:00.000+08:00

suddenly felt like blogging again... hummm never blogged this often before... this new router must be having some sort of adversed effect on me... but now the problem is that i've nothing to say... oh dear...

ok so wat fun thing happened as of late... yesterday was a better day than i expected it to be... today was pretty mediocre *is that how you spell it... i thik it is...* jawei came over to do the presentation thingy... spent half of the time talking abt lame stuff... after that watched gilmore girls.. *the guy is quite hot sometimes lol... dunno who the actor is though haha...* then watched cats and dogs half way... so cute haha... then vernon called and we talked... discovered something new abt him which i'm not ment to disclose i think haha cause its too dam farny... y doesnt anyone believe me when i say i used to play lan and soccer and stuff instant bee hoon... bah... ah well wtf... found some interesting fun facts just now haha... for once discoveries didnt lead to more bad news... haha yess...

*sigh* its monday tomorrow... presentation day... and one step closer to the longest day of the week... tuesday... yikes...

untitled

2005-11-13T01:44:00.000+08:00

its past 1 in the morning and i'm online... talking to ber online... he found my blog... hi ber...

feeling detached... detached from people... society... stuff that i love to do... from myself... y i have no idea... maybe its just one of those days... anyway srew those feelings la... they're just a waste of time and energy... *dont you just wish it was that easy... fat chance*

anyways... turning to less depressing shit... went to church today... the whole team was locked out in the lobbby/foyer watever feels appropriate... we had no key and there was no one in the office... thankkfully rhordan appeared to open the door for us... while waiting outside charlie discovered the magic aircon switch which jon so wisely suggest we turn on haha... well... practice was good...

after which... went to meet my cousin and family who came down form kl for the week end for lunch... this was at some place in far east shopping centre... ok the food was pretty good considering where it's located... but the service leaves room for comment... ok maybe it was cause i was kinda moody too... ah well... wats new...

went back to church after that... thought i was gonna be late ofr wt2 but well guess again... so... moving on...

foundout on thursday that loh loh wanted us to present the dma thingy so some like minister and mp ppl thingy on monday... so cool... but then again... wat is one supposed to say during the presentation... OMG... so anyway... happy that my grp did such a good job on it... anyway jawei's coming over tomorrow to work out the presentation thingy...

i LOVE life... LOVE it... just so full of oppression... cant get ehough of it really... *watever haha*

oh well...

2005-11-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

bah something's wrong with my wireless... the weird thing is that i can get online even though i'm connected... so now everyone's wondering y i'm online haha... tapped onto my neighbours thingy... so its not my com its the wunnerful router... blah... oh well...

ok there's like nothing to blog about... have the idea that there was something i wanted to say but i cant remember haha... oh well...

hummmm life's a bitch... oh well...

TMI

2005-11-06T20:09:00.000+08:00

in case anyone's wondering what the hell tmi stads for... it stands for too much info... yeah... been wondering... ok actually it's become a trend... i should stop finding out things... but how does one do that... esp when news jus suddenly POPs up right infront of your dam face... its just the trend lately huh... that every new thing you discover is just a whole load of bad news... and CRAP... like YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER PERSON IN THE SEA OF EXISTANCE... YOU DISSAPPEAR WHO CARES SOMEONE ELSE WILL JUST TAKE OVER... but guess what... thats the hard truth... everyone gets replaced.. so then where does human significance lie... well i dont care anymore... i suppose no one is more important than any other person who is more important than any other living thing... *my fish died... so what i'll just buy another... i lost my pencil.. who cares i'll buy another...*

set out to find answers to a very simple innocent question... who knows what more i learnt... maybe its a good thing... thinking positive here for awhile... could this prepare me for what is to come... i supppose since i'm now QUITE aware of whats going on now and where it's leading... so now what should i do... let it happen and watch silently gloating about not being taken by surprised... ignore everyone and everything throwing away what i thought ued to be good... or change the course of the future like some power crazed bitch...

anyway... whatever... i think i've stopped caring along time ago... screw love screw success screw achievements... screw it all...

this was so cute... had to put it down...

2005-11-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

yummiegummy Highway

Paintown	5
TravelWorld	24
Lake Love	55
Mt. Happiness	106
Loony-Bin Lane	461
Please Drive Carefully

Where are you on the highway of life?

From Go-Quiz.com

some random thursday

2005-11-04T00:49:00.000+08:00

so theorhetically its friday now cause its past mn but WHO CARES...

got my router today... so yeah i can stop tappping on to my generous neighbour's wireless haha... *thanx mr/ms neighbour* oh well... was trying to setup the darn thingy.. and my dad as usual was butting in with all his irellevant comments... *yes coming from someone who has no idea what he's talking about (optical fibers for a wireless internet connection.... I"M SURE)* not like he's gonna use the dam thing so whats the big deal... but oh well... he also commented on the access password... so yeah... with all this mindless coments and crap the final password was some dam long string of stuff that i'll never remember... *thanx dad* anyway shant complain i have nice strong connection now... so i'm a happy girl...

after that went to mel fams house for the lmg dinner thingy... *not sure what it was called* the house is so nice btw... the houses there were all so nice... esp love the spanish villa haha that was the highlight of the night... apart from my instand bee hoon thingy... *there is such a thing asinstant bee hoon... wonder y no one believes me haha* and yes i've since been labled as anal again while fussing about the candles on the cake... LOL... but it was fun... vic and her lame jokes abt prawns and ions... was supposed to go running with wynne after that but we kinda ended to late so yeah... *i so need to exercise else i'll be fat and ugly and die an old maid... oh no wahaha....*

anyways its off to bed... bah have an elective tomorrow morning... and gems... ahhh.... *the very word gems just thrills me to the bone...* (ok shall stop the sarcasm and sleep)

have you ever

2005-10-31T20:31:00.000+08:00

i so think this song was written for me... dam it...

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words to get to their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever found that one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed you eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

What I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What I gotta do to to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
Coz baby I can't sleep

the year book week...

2005-10-29T01:37:00.000+08:00

so the holidays are almost at an end... school is beckoning haha... then again... it muct have been calling real hard cause i pretty much spent this week in school anyway... *sigh* thats life...

Sunday: did a pedicure with jawei haha so cute... other than that we (may cheryl jawei and i) went from place to place within marina square to eat and discuss year book stuff...

monday: went to school to do the proposal presentation thingy for ken kwan... that took really long...

tuesday: met cheryl and may to chaat abt the year book thingy... and do the design stuff... FOR YEAR BOOK in town...

wednesday: met in sch again... this time with hte marketing girls... finished up the creative proposal then ajourned to town to meet kn kwan to yet ANOTHER presentation... that took quite long too...

thursday: went to dms to pring the proposal... talked to ms kwa a while... the first thing she said was "so any updates" as opposed to hello... yes *hi ms kwa* anyway printed the creative proposal took it home to cut and paste and what not have you... discovered that mounting board is actually very hard to cut... but anyway finished at around 2 sth AM... looked pretty nice... tried not to freak at all the tpos i suddenly realised existed in the thingy... but ok...

friday: pulled myself out of bed to go to sch and present the proposal to mr ma... realised that the creative proposal needed to be creatively bound... so ended up in clementi with may to attempt to do that... welll the "only binding shop" there couldnt do what we wanted so had to settel for conventional plastic binding... the thingy turned out like a calander... on whatever... presented it anyway... went to town after that with sonia and may... got a new book yay... then went to look for stuff to wear to jawei's party tomorrow *if its happening haha* but didnt find anything... oh well...

just now: haha may gave me this funny site to see how much your blog is worth haha... my blog's actully worth something haha... (quite shocked)

My blog is worth $2,258.16.
How much is your blog worth?

what do you do...

2005-10-23T01:36:00.000+08:00

when you're bored and online....
blog crap haha...*like this*

yeah so i'm bored and online haha... finally managed to connect to my generous neighbour's wireless... waiting for my mother to get that router will probably take a few lifetimes so yeah.. make do...

hummm... came back form kl yesterday... ok customs was total bull... *talk about super inefficiency whatever...* anyway... was just happy to be back... i missed... my bed actually haha... yesss my grandmother's bed was like super lumpy... and she sleeps so early... hummm.... that's not all i missed but ok...

so... what was on the itenerary for today... went to meet daniel before service today... yes... moral support hhaha... went to cold storage to buy apple chips... yes...*one of the best things ever made* suddenly thought of sherm haha.... *my apple chip fren hahaha* figured i hadnt seen him in ages haha... since july or sth... used to be 3 of us against the wirld... 4 actually before jessie left... haha anywyas yeah... went for service... ... ... perfection.... ... ... yes... thats what i'm talking about... anyways... after service... attempted another *i'll try stay behind stunt* ok... wast as successful this week... decided to catch my free ride home about after half an hr of "hanging"... that's not good... i said i'll try... i did... but well maybe i fell short... that sux... i'm wondering if i really want this bad enough... i guess i do... just not sure where to start... or how...

o well... we'll just see... at least oct has been prooving a better month then sept... i'm not much less muddled... but as long as it doesnt get worst its ok i guess...

+++++

2005-10-20T10:13:00.000+08:00

stilll stuck in kl... bought up almost the whole of bandar utama... omg everything's soo darn cheap... it's been raining the past 2 days... sux... hate rain... but then again i'm indoors most of the time so... who's complaining... will be going shopping again soon haha...

results were out yesterday haha... as expected... it didnt break much form the usual pattern... the one C+... *you guess for what...* haha veather... but omg the sas thingy was soooo slow...

spec dip results are out today... yay thanx ms kwa for nice grades... haha... i got a B for CC... haha... ok la better then the C i was thinking i'd get... what a contrast... hummm.....

anyway quite happy... haha.... SHOPPING TIME.... CIAO

*yay sonia no more sad post... haha*

outsider with a past...

2005-10-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

Ok so I'm right in the middle of the holiday... well sorta I guess... but then again... I wouldn't exactly call this a holiday... have been pretty stuck on this whole CH U, SPlace thingy... wont go into details...

Anyways went for dinner *Marriott buffet mind you haha* on Tuesday with jawei Andrew and pedro... haha... perdro and I were seriously wondering what the hell we were doing there with them but ok we'll just say that we were chaperones or something... *jawei was looking lovingly at him haha... and vice versa...* went to indochine after that cause there was live music whatever... saw Grace and Terrance there lmao...

Hung out with dix and tien lang on Wednesday... was pretty interesting... never really talked to tien lang that much before... I guess you could say it was a fun night... real ego trip for everyone lol... but I guess I'm convinced *they’ve convinced me* to try again and give church another chance... dare say that I’m frigging scared to do so... I guess the past is the past but that doesn't mean that history never repeats itself... if it does... I don't know how much more I can put up with...

Here's another story... there was a girl. she had a pretty good life. but she was also a pretty ignorant girl. some say she trusted too easily. others just say she was young. Well this ignorant life worked well for her. at least she felt somewhat included. wasn't that was what matted most.

Then one day all that disappeared. she lost him. she lost her. she lost herself. this is what she said.

I'm tired of running... I’m done with running for the past 3 years... but now I'm afraid I've run too far that turning back will be to hard... I kept away so that I won't get hurt... but this thing is that I know I shouldn't... can I go back and face the past that I tried so hard to leave behind... the thing is that I didn't want to run... but each time I came it just brought pain... eventually I gave up... but now... I give in...

She'll survive she knows she will. but will she cry I know she will. she wont break she knows she wont. but can she stay. I know she'll try...

let me tell you a story

2005-10-09T20:03:00.000+08:00

She sat alone by the counter. Watching the people laugh with their friends. They were once her friends too. Suddenly a voice beside her asks if she’s all right. She nods and forces a smile. But the voice is not convinced. Maybe there is hope she thinks. But again she’s mistaken.

He enters and sits down at the table in front of her. His friends congregate at the other table. But for some reason he does not join them. Maybe she should talk to him. But that would be awkward. She watches him from where she is. Loving everything about him. Suddenly they call him to start and he motions for her to follow.

She sauntered into the room. Finally there was something for her to do. The sullenness and loneliness for that hour was over.

She looked around the room, the cold and unfamiliar room. He was there to. Complete perfection. But he was not alone. Surrounded by all his friends. They were once her friends too. But alas things change. She is nobody there. Longing to go back to yesterday when she had been with the people who somewhat cared about her, or so she thinks. But that wont happen. Not for this hour. All she can do is to put on a good front and convince herself that it’s ok to be alone in a crowd.

She has been watching him the whole time. But nobody notices that. They’re all to interested in their friends. They were once her friends too. Suddenly he turns to look at her. Her eyes are emotionless and to some maybe cold. But maybe he sees the subtle hints of softness and the pain in her eyes. He smiles and she smiles.

She has not known him long. But she knows enough to see how perfect he is. And she knows that if he could see the person she was inside, he’d love her for who she is. But is it too late for that now. Has his mind been poisoned with the stories of her past.

yearbook brainstorm... right

2005-10-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

ok... i'll state for the record that september is over haha... yay... the chicken is now off the hook... haha

went yesterday to the year book challet...
was actually really funny... for starters... ryan broke the pool cue haha....

yeah... cheryl and i just couldnt stop laughing when he went to return the cue... and the guy at the counter was mutterign something about this being the first time in history... LOL...

anyway... drank barcadi with green tea or orange juice haha...
sat around and attempeted to brainstorm a format haha...came out pretty ok i guess... but got diestracted watching love actually.... *so sweet!!!* and there after wimboldon haha... not bad too i guess... but came to the conclusion that they ised body doubles during the matches haha...

ah well.. went up to the bedroom to talk and stuff... all 6 of us actually managed to squeese into one room haha... so yeah was talking abt a whole lot of crap.. from blogging in wingdings to menstruation to aeroplanes to breast feeding haha... and goodness knows what else...

ended up sleeping at 5 sth 6... haha and was supposed to watchyou've got served at 8 10... but i think everyone kinda missed it so ya.. haha....

full day ahead tomorrow... bah.. gotta shoot the ch u splace thingy... as well as do a feature on it haha... lmao... at this rate you's think sp was under staffed and stuff haha... watever...

anyway i know shar alreasy put this up haha... but yes couldnt resist... there is some resemblance you've gotta agree... *xcept that this pic gives way too much creadit but whatever la...*

dam the chicken

2005-09-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

right... apperanty havent blogged in ages... ok so we're right smack in the middle of the xams... great... i have absolutely no motivation to study... and here i am learning about motivation in om and con b watever... wonder y there's no motivation...

was very distracted this whole month... there was the stress week then the anti couple week... and the then comes the bored and ignored season... hell lot to encounter in on month you think... whatever... life sux anyway... first time this time in ages i actually felt like one of those pathetic loosers i always diss... i cant believe it... i'm actually wallowing in self pitty... oh please...

pissed myself off last week cause there was a problem but just couldnt make myself fix it... in the war between imperfect but tangible vs perfect but totally intangible... what is the correct choice... maybe i need tangible but i dont think i could settle for imperfect... ok whatever... just go with perfection... even if it means never getting it...

anyway to make this week worst... found out that one of my not so favourite frens was dating my second cousin... ok gross... thats not the most traumatic part but whatever its bad enough without the details...
i hate september...

anyway... this post so serious... i'm shocked haha... soooo... why did the chicken cross the road...

actually i dunno to hell with the dam chicken...

no more lyrics...

2005-09-07T19:52:00.000+08:00

haha... ok i'm outa tt lyric fad thingy thingy watever haha...

anyways this week sux haha... what can i say... mmr/ conb is due this friday.. i'm soo sick of spss haha... spent about 5hrs the other day converting this stoopid 52 page spss output thingy to excel... bah... sux... y cant spss version 12 and down export files properly to excel... stopid person who developed this software ought to be shot...

yesterday we learnt that the term free rider actually had a sexual conotation to it.. haha... *things you never knew.. haha* anway... it was rajan who enligtened us on that fact haha... apparently it had sth to do with prostitutes haha... *reminds me of the whole moulin rouge thingy haha... 'never fall in love with a woman who sells herself' haha...* ok moving on...

today was just lame... spent half my life running around sp... it all started yesterday... found out that saa had informed us abt post scholarship stuff via our sch mail... *which none of us check btw* anyway also found out that the due date was today... sux... then this mosning apon pondering... *yes pondering* on the stupid instructions and stuff found out that i needed to enclose a thank you note for the donor too... bah... so decided to make an attempt at writing my first official thank you letter... din help... anyways... later found out that saa wanted us to write a thank you CARD... bah... decided to go to popular to get one... since the rest of my mmr grp was eatingat fc5... *was rushing cause we kinda had to meet ms kwa at 12 45 to talk abt mmr...* anyways popular din have any thank you cards... stupid... so sonia and i decided to run over to fc3 co op... of all days it had to be stock taking day for co op... life sux... so went back to fc5 to eat... ended up going trigger happy with jawei picking all kinds of A5 colored paper in popular haha... ah well gotta call from my mom saying her rm mate had a thank you card after all... so went back to sb to get the card and see ms kwa... then to walked back to sac to submit the form... haha... wonder y i suddenly felt so fit today...

bah ok tts abt the most semi exciting tt happened apart from mmr and con b and fw and cc and dma and whatever... i have no life... argh... cant wait till oct...

*ps may... i paragraphed...!!!! quick.. congradulate me haha...*

more lyrics... haha...

2005-08-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

haha... this time this one's from phantom... haha...
but its dam sweet anyway... ahhh haha....

all i ask of you

No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you
my words will warm and calm you.

Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you...

Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime...
Say you need me with you now and always...
Promise me that all you say is true
that's all I ask of you...

Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light.
You're safe No-one will find you
your fears are far behind you...

All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night...
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me...

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...
let me lead you from your solitude....
Say you need me with you here, beside you...
anywhere you go, let me go too
Christine, that's all I ask of you...

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...
say the word and I will follow you...
Share each day with me, each night, each morning...
Say you love me...You know I do...
Love me - that's all I ask of you...
Anywhere you go let me go too...
Love me - that's all I ask of you...

I gave you my music...
made your song take wing...
and now how you've repaid me
denied me and betrayed me...
He was bound to love you
when he heard you sing...
Christine...Christine...

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...
say the word and I will follow you...
Share each day with me, each night, each morning...
You will curse the day you did not do
all that the Phantom asked of you...!

the music of the night

Nighttime sharpens, heightens each sensation
Darkness stirs and wakes imagination
Silently the senses abandon their defences

Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendour
Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender
Turn your face away from the garish light of day
Turn your face away from cold, unfeeling light
And listen to the music of the night

Close you eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before
Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar
And you'll live as you've never lived before
Softly, deftly, music shall caress you

Hear it, feel it, secretly possess you
Open up your mind, let your fantasies unwind
In this darkness which you know you cannot fight
The darkness of the music of the night

Let your mind start a journey through a strange, new world
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before
Let your soul take you where you long to go
Only then can you belong to me

Floating, falling, sweet intoxication
Touch me, trust me, savour each sensation
Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in
To the harmony which dreams alone can write
The power of the music of the night

You alone can make my song take flight
Help me make the music of the night

bohemian mania

2005-08-25T18:35:00.000+08:00

ok i have nothin to write so i guess it'll be more profitable typing this...

the elephant love medley

all you need is love
Love is just a game
I was made for loving you baby, you were made for loving me
The only way of loving me baby is to pay a lovely fee
Just one night, give me just one night
There's no way, 'cause you can't pay
In the name of love one night in the name of love
You crazy fool, I won't give in to you
Don't.. leave me this way I can't survive, without your sweet love Oh baby, don't leave me this way
You'd think that people would have had enough of silly love songs
I look around me and I see it isn't so, oh no
Some people wanna fill the world of silly lovesongs
Well what's wrong with that, I'd like to know 'cause here I go again
Love lift us up where we belong where eagles fly, on a mountain high
Love makes us act like we are fools Throw our lives away, for one happy day
We could be heros Just for one day
You, you will be mean
No I won't!
And I.. I'll drink all the time
We should be lovers
We can't do that!
We should be lovers, and that's a fact
Though nothing will keep us together
We could steal time, just for one day
We could be heros, forever and ever
We could be heros, forever and ever We could be heros
Just because I.. will always love you
I cant help loving you
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

Roxanne tango

This jealousy Will drive you! Will drive you! Will drive you! MAD!
ROXANNE You don't have to put on that red light
Walk the streets for moneyYou don't care if it's wrong or if it is right
ROXANNE You don't have to wear that dress tonight
ROXANNE You don't have to sell your body to the night

His eyes upon your face His hand upon your hand
His lips caress your skinIT'S MORE THAN I CAN STAND!
Why does my heart cry?
ROXANNE! (ect.)
Feelings I can't fight!You're free to leave me butJust don't deceive me!
And please believe me when I sayI LOVE YOU!
Yo que te quiero tanto, que voy a hacer?
Me dejastes, me dejastes en un ****.
El alma se me fue.
Se me fue hasta la sombra.
Ya no tengo ganas de vivir porque no te puedo convencer que no te vendas Rozanne.
I who loves you so much, what am I going to do?
You left me, you left me in a *****.
My soul left me.
Even myshadow left me.
I don't have a will to live because I can't convince you to not sell yourself, Roxanne.
ROXANNE! You don't have to put on that red light!
You don't have to wear that dress tonightROXANNE!
You don't have to put on that red lightROXANNE!
You don't have to wear that dress tonight!ROXANNE!
ROXANNE!ROXANNE!ROXANNE!
Why does my heart cry? Feelings I can't fight!
ROXANNE!ROXANNE!
I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you!

one week break

2005-07-31T17:18:00.000+08:00

ahh... i'm back to this god forsaken blog haha... ok... this will be the long awated update haha...
the term break is almost over... bah... somehow i think i was less tired during term time haha... but anyway it was fun... i shall attempt to recount how te week went....
monday: nothing happened i think...
Tuesday: was quite eventful... was suppposed to have smart training at 8 30 am... *yes that is frigging early considering the fact that i'm supposed tobe on holiday* anyway... woke up at 8 45... stoopid alarm din go off GDI... anyway... rushed to school.. actually made it at abt 9 10 haha... *i'm good* beat JY who also overslept haha.... anyway... the training was kinda boring... but funy also... cant remeber y though... haha... anyways... wento to get the lights charged in the DMS... found out that when we checked out the light box there was only the charger and no battery... LOL... wonder how that happened... anyway... so edmund gave us a full battery to check out... haha.... *we have the battery and the charger... LOL* anyway... after tt met for OM... picked articles... and so on haha... that ws abt it i think... LMG pract was canceled haha... one free night haha...
wednesday: class challet that day.... went to lil india to meet jawei... got out of the train and was abt to call her at the control station when these 2 sunties came up to me and started jabbering away in cheem chinese... their acent was so strange but yeah... obviously i had no idea wat they were saying... *not that i really could even if they din have the accent* anyway... ther had an ez link card and a dollar coin.. and they were trying to say sth... eventually i deduced that they wanted to top up their ez link... bah... but of course lesson no. 1 that day... the minimum top up value for ez link is $10 haha... i learnt sth new... anyway thatnkful jawei came shortly after and helped me talk to the aunties... after that we set out around lil india trying to find mr. Ong and the blue diamond... *ok i know the blue diamond sounds like this amazing treasure thingy haha but it's not.. its some indian restaurant haha* ok so we kinda got a lil lost in lil india haha... but we managed to find mr ong and the food haha.. met hos parnts too...OMG mr ong and his dad so totally look alike... wahaha.... anyways.. got to changi safra and met the rest of the class haha... they all made it for the 1 30 shuttel haha... got to the bungalow to put our stuff down then decided to go swimming haha... the life guard din wanna let us play ball in the water so we started coming up with interesting things to do haha... started with trying to do cheerleading in the water haha... was quite hillarious haha... then the guys started trying to swim through each other's legs aha... tt was funny... any accidents could result in no mroe fathers day for them hahah... anywyas... everyone got kinda hungary after the swim... so we went to eat our 'dinner' at like 4 sth haha.. then timo and jason decided they wanted to cycle and blade but the cost of renting the stuff there was so frigin expensive haha... so somehow we ende up walking all the way to east coast to get bikes overnight haha... we walked for liek eternity and reached like dam late haha... but managed to get the bikes for an ok price... after tt we cycled down to macs to find timo and jason adn jawei and JY... that kinda lead us to ed up at parkway parade to find food haha... there we saw the durian guy haha so we had this funny idea to go buy dirian back to the challet haha... that was funny...anyway... after that was the very long ride back to the chalelt... jawei nad i were kinda ahead to everyone so we just continued going... whe we stopped tp take a break jason caught up with us... so from then on it was the 3 fo us cycling and bladign back... east coast was quite but ok casue there weere ppl and lights about... but when we got to the changi streatch tt was kinda freky cause there was no lghts at all.. jaja was kinda hesitant at first cuase of some superstition abt traveling in odd nos. but we went ahead anyway... going through it wasnt as bad as we thought in the end... folowed the white line haha but the stars were really nice... haha... finally we made it back to the challet... and started taking funny pix in the room ahha... waited to the rest to return and when they did zat announced that we had cycled a total of 36 km and walked about 14 km hahaha.... tt was pretty cool haha.. but yes all the exercise went down the drain when we started eating dinner/ supper watever haha nad snacking on durian and pop corn hahah... after tt we started singing BSB haha and tried to learn the larger than life dance steps hahah... funny... ended the night watching this really funny movie which i cant remember the name off lol... slept at like 5 something am haha...
thursday: couldnt really sleep much.. was kinda cramped haha.. so woke up at like 7 sth... washed up and waited for the other to wake up... haha.. after that we bagan our pilgiamage back to east coast to return the bikes haha.. now that was real tough cause our asses were so dam sore already... think we're all not gonna be celebrating mothers day or fathers day anymore haha... but yea we made it back... thne had to walk back to macs to meet the others who din cycle haha... that took really long cause we were walking at this super slow pace haha... but we made it... had breakie then departed... that night had to go film for live wire... so carried the blinking heavy light box to tana merah haha.... was trying to sleep on the train there... actually went quite well this abt city hall where these mats came in and sat next to me... next thing you know they open their laptops... WTF... fine... i have a lap top too... but wat was so irritating was tht they kinda took up alot of space... ok so my diaoing skills got alot better... *piss me off only* so anyway dropped off the lights at pedros place then went to meet joce vic and whynn to talk abt lmg... was kinda fun... managed to get out the songs and stuff... then went back to find the grp to film... ended pretty late but at least we got somewhere haha
friday: was woken up an hr earlier then i was supposed to by this stoopid woman from sac regarding the poly forum interview... she calles and asks me the same bloody question that she asked yesterday when seh called me... y am i not free at 3 30 to do the interview... *slap her face* ok yes i was pissed... if she calles again i'l reallly slap her... *so inefficient* anyway so later that day we went to do mmr fiend work... ok wasnt as bad as we thought... cuase it din really take us that long haha... jawei and i actually did quite abit o window shopping in the process haha... anyway... met shar and sonia in starbucks and started taking silly photos haha... that evening we got to pedros house nad was abt o try shoot this scene when we realised that the lights din work... *ok edmund is so dead on monday*... but we kinda did manage to do tt 1 scene haha... with my phone camera light ahhaha.... amazing isnt it...
saturday: had to get up early... again... for this sch visit thingy... at beatty sec haha... *may yr sch is so dam far away from the bus stop...* anyway... shar and i were the only 2 DMC ppl there... so we sat around and slacked haha... ate free food and drinks haha... want that bad.. though is was kinda boring haha.... after that we had to go do the library thingy haha... ok la... the kids were kinda cute haha... noisy but at least they were responsive hahah... they havent quite reached the aloof stage yet hahah... but yeah... after that went to swensons o eat a giant earthquake with sonia may JY and jawei haha...
today: ok NOTHING interesting has happened as yet haha... went to church... blah blah the usual... just realsied that i still havent found what i'm looking for... haha which is that stoopid video of a concept that we dun like.. sux... ah well... have a cousines weding dinner tomight... after tt may have to go film again... tts if we can get lights haha... ah life sux...
i need a holiday form my holiday....

long time no blog...

2005-07-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

ok... lets see how far back into last week i can remember haha... kets start form the 5th... sorta celebrated my 18th b'day wit hthe class.. haha... they were so sweet... had to go chinatown for the FW... so we were waiting for everyone to come and then some classmates came down the secalator with a cake and started singing happy birthday in the middle of chintown station haha... sweet you guys... thanx... was really funny... other than that din really get tocelebrate... cause no time haha... school sux... so many things to do...
anyway... so we were walking around chinatown... did a few pretty lame things... like try tke pictures with the trishaws and get into trouble with the trishaw uncle... then we also went walking into chinatown market... which was dam smelly... and gross... and wet... haha.... oh we also saw a bunch of korean jap... *watever* tourist... and was trying so see if there was any lang zais... but sadly no... all kinda not cute at all... but the highlight of the trip was when we came across the scarlet... *some hotel thingy*... we were so facinated by the doorman cause he lookde like count dracular hahah... he came to the door when he saw us.. and JY asked if we could all take a pic with him haha... he was pretty nice abt it and said yes... the hotel was so glam... kinda goth glam thingy... the sofas were so dam cool haha...
anyway... after that we went back to school for OM... crocky was going off like a bullet train as usual... and the slides were no better than last time... begining to think its some past time for SP lecturers to try make their students go blind... after school... was talking to the friendly dinosaur at the bus stop... then missed my bus cause i was trying to reply pengie's msg LOL... that was really lame haha...
so that was tuesday... wednesday was not very eventful... thurs was funner haha... had the OM ca and MMR presentation... was dam stressed... Ms Kwa's Q&A was NOT easy haha.... but after that was really funny... went out to celebrate haha.... no one could think of a place to go... so ended up at suntect... then tried to think of a place to eat... ended wit me pengie jaja timo ryan and andrew eating at this thai place... was pretty ok their stuff... after dinner metback up with the rest and went to esplanade to slack... on the way there there we took ALOT and i mean alot of funny pics... quite hillarious really haha... by the time we reached the esplanade was so tired so went back haha...
friday... after class pengie and shar came over to do hftv... managed to do the ppt slides... YaY haha... was kinda funny lar... spent alot of time mocking *agnus* hahha and found out that shar din know what mee siam was haha... *only QUITE FARNY* haha... ended up sleeping at 2 sth...
today... was just like any ordinary sat i guess... bah... have lotsa work to do... dunno where to start... guess who's on tomorrow haha *excited haha* inky inky haha....

the weekend...

2005-06-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

havent updated for like some time haha... by now i've already pretty much forgotten what happened so i'll just start from friday night...
went to jawei's place to watch memento and do our hftv thingy after school... but before that tried to find this dvd... sth paradiseo or sth like that ate the biz it library... but couldnt seem to find it... so had to settel for silence of the lambs... anyways we went back to jawei's place and started watching ms kwa's memento dvd... was so darn complicating to get it started... cause we couldnt figure out how to get past the psychiatric quiz thingy... *the weird thingy doesnt have a main menue* anyway we some how got past it in the end... watched it successfully this time without falling asleep haha... *last time we watched it jawei fell asleep in the first 10 min shar in the next 10 and then me after half and hour of the movie had passed haha* so yes it was a vast improvement haha... after tat we decided to try get some work done for our hftv project haha... searched the internet for info *via tapping on to the neighbour's wireless hahah* but the internet stuff was dam skimpy and not really in depth... so we're almost in dispare so to speak and shar see her fren who is supposedly kinda familar with our film thingy online... so she askes him if he's got any suggestions for us to get started... turned out he had a book that was relavant to our topic... so we asked if we could get it from him... *fortunately shar had a certian level of influence over him wahahaha... ok shant say too much else shar might kill me... * anyway.... he agreed to lend us the book there and then... *he stayed pretty near pengie's condo* so we cabbed to yishun at 11 sth to get the book *we were rushing like mad so as not to incure mn charges*... in the cab was a whole story on its own... think the driver was pretty amused by us... for one he thought i was sharina on the way back....*what happened was this... shar was sitting behind the drivers seat i was in the center and jawei was on the other side... but when we got to yishun shar got our to get the book from her fren.. so jawei and i moved down the seat so she could come in easier... but the uncle din seem to notice... so sudenly i said sth in chinese and he turns around and says... "eh you speak chinese too ah..." so i'm like yar.. i know my chinese sux but yes i'm chinese... but he goes... "but just now i heard you talking to someone in malay..." and so the story ends...* anyways... the book was very helpful... thankfully... so we managed to acomplish sth... after that we watched silence of the lambs... was pretty good... shar fell asleep half way haha... slept at anound 3 sth...
saturday... we went down to meet ms kwa and the other hftv ppl in marina... thought we were late casue we were held up by the rain... but when we got there only ms kwa, howie and vanessa were there... ok... so ms kwa decided not to bother waiting for the rest so we went to get some lunch *it wa more like breakfast in our case* went to long johns to eat... then walked all around marina/ esplanade/ city link looking for a darn posb or dbs atm... was quite a futile attempt cause we din find one... anyway met up with the rest and ms kwa was really nice and bought us all popcorn to share haha and we went into the cinema kinda late for the movie... so missed a bit of the begining... but it din really matter anyway... the movie was nice... pretty funny at some parts but kinda complicating though...*very deep* haha... but the younger guy was pretty hot haha... ah well... after that we went to walk around with jawei cause we were bored... however the walking around was actually alot of sittting down and eating... haha... *we walked around paragon tyring to find olio dome casue we forgot where it was lol* orchard was so crowded...
today... met up with JY may flora and sonia to go buy jawei's pressie haha... but got really distracted along the way looking at stuf... then went to watch batman with my parents...*love going out with them haha.... ever wonder y... haha* anyways... the movie was pretty good haha... christian dale is kinda hot actually... ok his body is haha... but yeah the storyline was cool... not too morbit and dark like batman returns and batman forever and not lame and silly like batman and robin...

bad smells and the friday thang...

2005-06-17T22:56:00.002+08:00

had a very interesting con b lecture today... a certain 2 ppls came in late and sat in front of jawei and me... and oh boy did they smell... yes it was bad... jawei and i were trying to device ways to not smell it... it reminded us of when we were at sb camp and din wash our hair for the whole day cause there was game after game and stuff so we looked and felt so dam gross and dirty haha... and today we felt the same just looking at them... haha... it wasnt supposed to be funny but for some stoopid reason we (jawei and i and may and JY who were beside jawei) all were laughing like mad... probably cause we looked really funny trying to wave the smell away... and also we were thinking of wat that smell reminded us of... there was... dead hamster... fermented cake.. etc... it was bad... but funny... was laughing so hard was sure that fenton saw us having our little fits... jawei and i kept turning away to try find clean air but everytimg she did may would burst out laughing... then eventually ryan asked wat was wrong so we told him abt the very infamous smell... then he pulled out this boss bottle spray... *we regretted tellin him so late* so jawei and i began inhaling the boss thingy... it kinda helped... well shortly after that fenton gave us a short break... and they went out of the lt... then JY came over to see if she could smell the smell... but she dare no turn around and really smell it... anyways... we sprayed ryas boss spray to try diffuse the smell... and it helped... till they came back.. well only one half of the bad smell returned cause the other guy left... ok... managed to live through it...
anyway that was like towards the end of the day... befor that was our understaning weather... *no its actually understanding veather* anyway... for the first time today we were pretty much on time... not late... we decided to be good students this time round and not talk.. but most of us ended up sleeping... haha.. then it was our very much anticipated break time... so as usual we were one of the first out... went to eat and then came back 20 min later...as usual we were the last ones back form the break... bah... unfortunately*or maybe fortunately watever* we came back only just in time for the last 5 min of the class... *oops* haha.... ah well... its just the friday thang... haha...

lalala

2005-06-16T23:33:00.000+08:00

ok sharina.. this post is for you.. i'll kill you if you tell wahahaha... tts mean... say wat.... ra-fi-er... yarllo haha... but he seems quite nice la.. ok... :S ok have nothing else to say haha...
-sleepy sleepy-

c-o-n-n-e-c-t

2005-06-15T22:26:00.002+08:00

yes it was connect today... well glad to say that i think that the turn out was pretty good... for all levels... so we wont be in "deep shit" as ms hui so kindly put it the other day haha
ah but the preparation was like one helluva thingamagig haha... *in english i guess it means dam tiring haha* yesterday we as in Jawei Shar and i went to meet Zat Sabby and JY to help them deco the vanda room... at first we tot we only got the room till 6 but dicovered that ms hui boked till 8 so we stayed to finish all out little nitty gritty thingys haha... ended up leaving the place at lieke 8 30 almost 9... we were all so hungary after that... so went to eat dinner/supper at clementi's halal coffee shop... discussed the rest of our last min prep and left at 10... haha... was pretty tired after that... think we all were... but still hade tings to do... anyway... so we all departed and ventured home to start drawing the masqurades for deco... and learn the beautiful song haha... and do the tagd for the groups haha... did all that while watching alias and boston public... ahh the guy who acted as jess in gilmore girls was guestaring in boston public... so hot... haha... ah well... the end of it all was that i finished at 3... and guess wat time class started today... haha... ok... came to class today and saw everyone was almost equally stonned.. even our lecturers noticed... so yeah... its the connect syndrom... anyways calss was over... finally... so we all hed to continue our decoing of the stoopid room... but it was done pretty quick... wasnt much to do... hardest part was to tie the darn balloons... stoopid things would have made better condoms than balloons... cuase they were so darn thinck haha...
after the event was pretty funny... was supposed to clear up but ended up jamming and singing/screaming haha... and after pretty much clearing up we spent the time talking and eating the left over food haha... left at about 8 30 again... now so frigging tired from 4 hrs of sleep... should get more else tomorrow i'll be as stoopid as today and forget to bring my phone and wallet but remember to bring everything else haha.... bah... that was really retarded... found out only when i came to school this morning.. wanted to put my phone to silent and discovered there wa sno phone to put on silent... yay...
bah so stoopid.. at least everything is over... yay.... everyone did a great job... cause it was fun haha... says i from the org com haha...

nothing

2005-06-11T22:56:00.000+08:00

thats right... this post is about nothing haha... *Y*.... simply cause i have nothing to say wahahah... just updating cause i felt i should andsince shar tagged and said UPDATE... haha... humm.... there's been good stories between jawei and... ... ... haha... y is my life so boring...
anyway just finished d/l the rest of one tree hill season 2 a few days ago... and on the topic of one tree hill... was watching one of the episodes ansthere was this scene where Mouth *this pretty nerdy character in the show... i know the character's name is so weird but yeah i its spelt that way... i checked the site....* anyway there was a scene where Mouth was laughing and suddenly i saw this uncanny resemblance to chris... wahahah.... it was so funny... almost fell off the chair... smsed shar to tell her and she said i had just spoilt the character for her haha... but ther really was some sort of resemblance... it was definately the mouth *no pun intended haha* but yeah... and the face... bah.. the more i think abt it... *btw the actor is Lee Noris....* WTF haha...
ah well.. other then that there was really nothing spectacular that happened apart from the fact that i kinda slacked the whole day away... such a waste haha...

stressing over the weekend...-_-

2005-06-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

i guess the title says it all... its the week end now... some week end its gonna be... only the first week of school has gone by and already so stressed... *so many things to do... so little time...*
yesterdaywas pretty funny... had our first gem lesson.. our lecturer was dam hillarious... cant pronounce his nam... so i guess sir will have to do for him... went into class and realised that he looked alot like an indian version of mr bean... haha... then upon closer scrutiny our very own kamster said that there was like hair growing from his ear... LOL... it was true btw... ah well.. the subject is kinda boring... *understanding wether* omg...
today was totally a blast.. oengi and shar came over to watch citizen kane and do our hftv thingy... started off with pangie waking up late... so she decided to cab in.. then they got fooled by the sight that said clementi park condo... and apperantly went on a sort of merry go round the estate... hehe... ah well.. managed to sorta finish up the sdftv thingy... but along the way... found out that sharina has this new found love for "crumpling" pengie... and btw... pengie is ticklish... haha... so after we pretty much fiished the thingy pengie had to go off to see chri... oops she had to go for training... lol... so we walked her out to catch 240... then shar and i went back to my place and watched a time to kill... courtesy of video ez... was quite fun casue the some of the characters kinda looked nice to laugh at...*that is to put it nicely haha*

renunion time...

2005-05-28T13:23:00.000+08:00

had a so called renunion day with my raging bulls grp from sb foc yesterday... was really fun... got to see everyone again... *thing is that this grp was kinda way more enthu then my fop class.. though they were all nice all the same...* anyway.. was supposed to meet at 12 at clementi... but everyone was kinda late... 'cept mr decent... juan hui.. haha... mindy was eating lunch in simei haha... and jon had no idea it was 12 already...he was knda late anyway... we all were begining to speculate that he was looking for his trunks... *bah*... and my little gay boy sek just woke up... haha... anyways in the end we met up with everyone... *'cept arvin cause he was in sch doin sth..* so we went to eat lunch a some coffee shop in clementi before going to buy food for the bbq...
after which we went to alex's house...*which is dam nice btw... equiped with pool table and all... *grinz* her room is really cool too...*anywayz got there and played pool.. and prepared the food for the bbq and watched stuff on her really big screen tv... one of the shows we watched was like sin city... ok it was really crappy... didnt have any idea what was goin on through out the movie and still dont... only noe tt its a dam violent sick and uncensored movie tt so lacks logic... anyway... eventually decided to go start the bbq else it'll be too late...
at the bbq... found out my little gay boy really has no idea how to cook haha... kinda funny though... then mindy alex desmond juan hui sek and i went swimming... tried playing captains ball in the pool... haha... was dam lame but hillarious... the others din wanna come swim... bah... ah well the food was ready so we came up to eat... then desmond went to get the honey with me and we decided to check on the sting ray to see if it was cooked... so after going through all the pains to try open the foil... we then had stunning revelation tt neither of us knew how to tell if it was cooked... *LOL*... we both looked at each other and both was like... ok i tot you knew... haha... anyway... this was like the first bbq tt we were all actually full cause we also orded pizzza and alex's parents made chicken for us... so cool...
after that we decided to play truth or dare... yes... we were bored... started off kinda slow... din really noe wat to do for the dares... then someone had this idea tt we should go prank call our frens... so jeannet jonathan and i*unfortunately* had to call arvin jean (was supposed to be jia yi but she din pick up) and vernon... respectively and tell them sth like "i've liked you from the day i met you and so on.. sth along tt line and see how they reacted... arvin was not really funny cause he kinda guessed... jean was pretty shocked... she kept asking jon if it wa a joke but he and mindy convinced her tt it was "serious"... she was kinda surprised... and vernon was really taken by surprised... and since his was the last call everyone was super silent and i guess he kinda took me seriously at first casue he was like HAH?!... LOL... but after tt the we told them all that it was really a joke haha... funny...
ah well that was pretty much our sillies for the day...at least everyone took the prank calls well... *grinz* it was fun... love my foc freshies and my two wunnerful facs...!

first day of orientation

2005-05-24T21:54:00.000+08:00

ok today was the first day of fop... was pretty ok... i think the camp was a ittle better though... the freshies there were more enthu at least... my class is pretty not very enthu... plus they dont really like mixing guys and girls... kinda had to force themm to do it... but then again... on the bright side... at least they're a pretty nice bunch... just alittle quiet... at least they seem pretty united in the sense that they all agreed not to get split for the flag day... so everyone *including me sonia jaja andrew* are going for the advanced party haha...
anyways... tomorrow should be quite a slackers day.. its all in the convention centre... shouldnt have to do much...*i hope...* should be going to see star wars tomorrow night too... and maybe k boxing haha... thurs is flag day... can slack then too i guess...
sth is seriously wrong with my com anyway... just got it back since the hard drive crashed... but now i cant see mine or any one elses taggie for that matter... bah... why why why... *ah watever...*

i'm bored...

2005-05-24T00:30:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored... camp is over... and its orientation tomorrow... haha... yay... more new freshies... found out today who's AP /LOL *watever*'s fac... poor thing... deepest sympathies... anyway... this wk end was fun... saw all my church frens again after like 3 wks... dam everyone looked differend.. haha... think everyone went to cut hair... seesh... anyways... went to botanics today with the music team... met the new pastor in person... pretty nice feller... the thingy was fun... everyone was in a pretty siao mood... prolly cause of lack of sleep... *who theses days doesnt suffer from tt anyway...* ah well.. its like the last wek of the hollidays... humm... din really feel like it was the holidays *at least for these past 2 wks..* spent most of the time in sch... *exciting huh...*
hummm... on other words the dip plus time table is not even out yet.. and school's starting next week... *sp effiency* ah wat the hell.. who cares anyway... gonna watch starwars on wed... yay... heard it was pretty good though grace kept throwing spoilers at me... bah... no fun...
ah womorrows gonna be fun i hope.. one of my camp freshies is in my class.. haha...should be fun...

we're family...

2005-05-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

ok the very tiring 4 days of camp are now over... haha... was pretty fun though... the freshies are pretty ok... but it was also like a 4 day thorough workout... aching all over... *ok not really achin alot... just a little... * but anyway... everyone's haha... so yeah... haha... very tired now... haha... next week is orientation... jason... dont back out please... else it'll just be me and andrew to be facs... bah.... ok... too tired to think of anything insightful to type now... *as though i ever did in the first place....* haha...

SB camp day 1 or 2...

2005-05-18T09:24:00.000+08:00

ok today is the first or is it 2nd day of the sb camp... haha... freshies are arriving today... bah they's better be an ok bunch haha... cause we're all currently dam sleep deprived... ah well... sleepy sleepy sleepy... ok i there's actually nothing more to say la... *i so have a life... staying in school for 4 days 3 nights... how exciting...*

down under

2005-05-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

yay i'm back after a 2 long weeks and a few days of holidaying in the ever so cold australia... ah well it was autom... waddeyeah expect,... anyways... the only fair thing that can be concluded from this trip is that alot of aussies are pretty friendly esp in the smaller towns... also.. alot of the guys there are absolute perfect gentlemen...*serious...* ok one example... went to melbourn town for dinner and was later on walking around town with some old frens from s'pore.. we decided to go to this coffee house for coffee and cakes...*cause it was to dam cold ofr gelati...* well to cut to the chase... the waiter accidentally forot one of the orders... so we went to ask for it at the counter... then immediately apon hearing what happened... the waiter who took our order came up to our table and offered his apologies personally... omg... ok tt was dam impressive... *compared to local service... if they forgot i really dont this they could care less...* but yes we were all dam impressed.... ah well... *why cant we get this kind of service here...* anyways...went to watch mama mia... was pretty good... also got to catch Quidan *some act from the sert tu sole*i have no idea hoe to spell that btw** that was good too... cept that i still have no idea what the hell quidan means... anyways... also got to watch the MSO(melbourne symphony orchestra) *i noe sounds boring but its was actually pretty ok... the real downer was actually tango fire... *it was like tango with no fire...* we all left at the interval and ended up at laigon st having gelati and coffee...*odd combie i noe* ah well... there was also hot air ballooning... bah but had to drag poor sleep deprived self out of bed at 5am... *din noe thill then that 5am actually really existed...* but well the slight perk of the day was that there was one lang zai amongst a crew of pretty old men...*lol* shopping there was pretty good too... the summer stuff was like so dam cheep... actually found like $5 board shorts... and like $20 roxy stuff... *funky...* all this courtesy of my uncle in geelong...
ah well.. this holiday wasnt really that relaxing... au contrair... running about meeting ppl and having my uncle ushering us all around to see all the sights and shows... but the sights were nice... almost went surfing... but was repelled by the cold... *dont really feel very inclined to go throw myself into the vast ocean when the tem is like 17 degrees with strong wind blowing from the south pole....* but did see some ppl surf... was half expecting them to suddenly freez up on the spot cause its was cold and they were wet... bah... but anyway borded a mn flight back yesterday... oh gos the aussie cusoms are like dam niao... i left a letter opener in my bag... given my my uncle soem souvenier kinda thing... it was in its like plastic thingy.. .then went to scan the bag through customs and she like stopped me... ok so i dig it out from my overflowing handbag... and she's like oh you cant bring this on board... if you wanna get it back you can buy stamps and mail it you your house... blah blah... watever... so i got kinda pissed... *partly also cause the passport fella earlies took a bloddy long time wit hthe passports cause he din type the no correctly.... * toldthe syoopid ooman to just keep the dam opener as a souvenier... *stoopid waste of time...* ok so i look like some bloody terrorist who's gonna hijack a plane with a letter opener... yeah.. it so could work...
ah well... shit happens... get into the specialist dip thingy... ok yay... that means more work next sem... *hooray*

funny hardware...

2005-04-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

went shopping today... managed to get everyones prezzies... haha... wont list out what they are haha.... except that we bought may size 10 adidas sneakers hahaha.... yes may's ot big feet haha... anyways... decided to come online today after a long time... then decide to try instal the dvd burner... ok here's where it all starded... i copied 13 going on 30 to my laptop... in dvd form... then found out last week that dvds spoil the com cause its to good for the coms or sth like that... whatever... so mom decides to rescue the com and insist we get a dvd burner immediately... so my lapie wont crash like the desk top... so now i'm trying to set it up and then just about 15 min ago i discover that i have no idea how to connect it to a laptop... cause a the instructions are how to connect it the a pc... oh brother... computor woes yet again... ah well... so i go on to read the manual *by the way.. there are like 3 diff manuals on the box... not including the one in english and also a zilion other funny languages and another in chinese or jap or watever....* anyway.. i read the manual and there is absolutely no instructions what so ever about usin it with a laptop... *yay... coms make my life so much easier...* oh well... what to do... seesh... anyways... had an interview for the speciallist dip on tuesday... yay... was pretty ok i guess... they were nice... asked alot of questions... but then again... i'm also not very sure i really wanna take up the speciallist dip... scared later no time for other stuff i guess... anyway... will bw leaving for aussie next fri... yay... a holiday... my uncle called one morning and asked if i wanna go parachuting and stuff... decided i like my life too much to go throw mysself out of an aeroplane and stuff... so declined the offer... there was also the option that i could jump out with the instrustor or sth... ok thats i think alot worst... jump out of a plane clinging on the a perfect stranger... or worst... a perfect stranger clinging on to me.... ahhh.... *ok that'll only work if the perfect stranger is perfectly cute haha... but what are the odds...* ah well... cant be bothered to find out... inky inky...

woe to my hard drive...

2005-04-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

ok remember my statement a few months ago about the joys of pen and paper... that still stands.... bah... in continuation to the last post my com was acting weird... ok so now some latese updates... it crashed.... bah haha... lets see.... today mom had someone over to look at the com to figure wats going on then when we told him what was hapening then he was like... oh ok i think its your hard disk... oh bah... so he took it back and now i'm hard disk less.... and when it returns i'll be 300 songs less too... ok now everyone can guess how the hell this thingy got posted haha... fine... thankfully my lappie is working fine i guess... but for some really weird reason my web pages cant load properly *except blogger... as you can see* ... ahhh.... is this gonna cease... *sobs* ah well... this is so annoying... and to add insult to injury my com doesnr wanna lemme log on to msn till i've d/l the latest one which btw i cant d/l.... so now i'm running on windows messenger... bah...*ok news flah...watchin ami now... the cowboy girl is safe... EEEEWWWWWWWW!!!!!*anyways moving on... ok so those are com woes... ahhhhh so annoying... but ah well... better news went shopping for the aussie trip today... mom bought a new cam... sony cyber shot... yay... under my supervision ofcourse... remembering the past times she bought sth else other then what i told her to... ie the wireless mouse... mentioned one day that we should get a wireless mouse....*we all noe that when i say that i mean an optical wireless...* but anyway she goes out one day and brings back a wireless mouse... then leaves me to come home to see that its a bola mouse... bah... ah well... its ok i guess... humm... other updates... noting else happened to me... i'm still com less... ahhhh... tt sux...

ah back again...

2005-04-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

ok fine blogger is finally back online... yay.. i can blog... lol... ok i'm listening to wu ding now... *yes its my new favourite chinese song... ok its the only chinese song i noe...* May thinks its the begining of a conversion... but ah well... we'll see... ok... ipra is over... finally... good i can throw pr and advertising out of the window for now... dam will have to see it again next sem though.... anyways... got my hair cut on tues day... *yes its the day before the exam....* ahhhh... but the secret is that i studied... *look for the halo* haha...
anyways... in other news... my com kinda screwed itself up... ah... tts what happens with new technology... *what ever happened to good old pen and paper...* ah but well the problem had nothing to do with pen and paper... i think it was the stoopid ares thingy... *which i have just deleted btw... and my com seems fine now...* bah... downloaded ares lite causeit was smaller a couple of weeks ago... but put it in my D drive so my mom wont find it... *some background info... if she did find it she'd delete it... its will join the fate of kazza icq and napster and many others...* but it was fione for the first weeek of so... then my com starts hanging... *whoopie* than syddenly one day the com decides to change its entire windows thingy and so rilliantly decided to delet my msn windows media and microsoft office...*its probably deleted other stuff as well i just havent found out yet...* right so i basically spent the rest of the day putting back what i couldnt find... bah... but now the ever so wonderful ares doesnt work... oh and i discovered that windows media can compress the music files... then yesterday of sth lk tt... i was trying to put in some music from my lappie and not windows media doesnt want to compress the files... ah my dear pmsing com... what am i supposed to do with you...

burning the mn oil....

2005-03-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

went to pengie's house yesterday to do our web p stuffie... so pengie may sabby and jia ying and iall sit at her dining table *aka $1000 marble table* and open our lappies... haha.... we really looked like some illegal bookie gathering or sth... anyways... found out that her neighbours had switched on their wireless internet so being the resoursful ppl that we are we tapped on as well... haha... hey its free anyway... ah well... the night passed really slowly... bah... then as it got later everyone started acting funny... we have jia ying rolling around on pengie's floor and sabby doing jumping jacks and aerobics on the floor... then pengie continues to peep outside at the neighbours house for fun... yes... we're so not stressed... ah well... we ordered in mcdonalds for dinner... then after that went to 7 11 to get more drinks... *ie coffee and for pengie it was breezers* then at 4 we decided to leave pingster a voicemail to say that we were coming to see her at 8... ended up leaving 2 ridiculous msgs on her phone... ah well.... we left at about 5 30 6 and went to eat prata in thompson... *lol* then we saw a bunch of stoopid ppl and stoopid girls trying to cross a stoopid read in a stoopid way... bah... anyways saw ms kwa... amnaged to sorta finish up out wp thingy... so went home to have a good mornings sleep... yay... *again i add we're so not stressed....*
made a decision today that i was not gonna bother to take responsibility for the actions of irresponsible ppl even though it involves me... its a stupid waste of my time... ok so tomorro's easter... rhordan asked me to play keys on thurs so i said ok... then i asked him wats going on so he said ask mark... so i did but he din reply... wtf... ok now why bother to ask again... i've done my part and asked once.... but no answer... it doesnt affect me if there's no keyboardist tomorrow... i dont care... its your problem not mine... the fact that it always happenes is not unusual... some ppl just cant be bothered to make the effort to inform their team abt wats going on... so y bother take innitiative to help someone who has none and always relies on your innitiateve to get things done... so why not just go along and say that no one said anything even though they were asked... its called protest... watever... screw all no innitiative ppl... get a life... its like anwering to yr superior when you noe you can do their job better then them...

the weekend of divine inspiration

2005-03-21T13:17:00.000+08:00

came back from batam yesterday evening... had a pretty good time there haha...
day one... friday: went back from school to pick up the stuf... was like one of the last to boredhaha... expected with drew haha... but funny thing was that he wasnt the last to come... our two late birds were jay and jon... haha.... ha welll... anyway we had like the choppiest ferry ride there... was almost thrown of the seat twice.... *seesh* ah well... eventyualy we reached the hotel at like 7pm batam time... which was like 8 singaore time... *batam is 1hr behind s'pore* then checked in an went for dinner... ok the food there was really good... haha and the staff was friendly... ended up in the ktv lounge after dinner... made alot of noise in the private but the funniest part was that no matter how much noise we made we still couoldnt beatthe people outside who were TOTALLY off key.....
day two... Saturday: woke up at 9 batam time... for breakie... the guys were late... as usual... *guess who couldnt wake up....* after that we ended up playing paint ball just outside the compound... was fun... got briused and stuff... played only one round then filmed the others playing...*but i din get to film the whole thingy.. cause the they were begining to aim in my direction... cant get the cam dirty... haha... wel... we went back after the game... the guys went back to sleep... i think... while mel and i went down to prepare sth for lunch and then to tan... lunch was funny... one of the waiters was like ok i dunno how to describe it.. so heres the conver...
me: hi... cuold you changet he water for yr coffee thingy...
waiter: *he changes the water for the espresso machine and the milk steamer...*while waiting for the steamer to warm up.... so where do you come from...?
me: uh... singapore...
waiter: oh ok... so you're from DBS?
me: *grins* (story of that was that mel booked us all under dbs so we could get the special conference group rates haha... sneaky...)
then he offers to steam the milk for me.. but i decline... i wanna do it man... i was trained for that...
anyways after lunch i went to hang in the pool with grace... then that same guy keeps like walking back and forth and smiling at me... ahhhhh
anyways... we all went for a massage later that evening... *good life* haha... then we went for dinnwe and headed back to the ktv lounge where we had a farewell tingy for uncle gg and aunty belinda... haha... that night or more like sunday morning we all went to the guys room to watch RAY... ok pretty lor sor la the movie... couldnt wait for it to end... bah... well it was oer by like 3 batam time... 4 sing time haha...
day three... sunday... went goacarting that mornong... found out jon was a prety scary driver haha... but was ok la... the cars quite scary though... no control.. ahhh... anyways.. got back for lunch and drew changed his ferry back again.. bah... he now holds the record for changing his ferry times about 5 times there and back... seesh... ah well after that it was pack up and time to leave haha... on the bus out we saw that same guy outside waving good bye.... truth is i'd fogoten wat he looked like but grace was like... OMG THATS THW GUY WHOU TRIED TO PICK YOU UP!!!!! and ok... so it became a huge joke after tt... HAHA...
ah well... got back to singapore and the imigration was so slow... oh gosh... talk about inefficient ppl... grace and i were begining to think that the ferry had detoured back to batam by accident haha... seesh... then there was this stoopid old man behind me and he was like edging his was like behind me... so he obviously din noe the rule of the game... *dont piss sarah off when she's tired...* ah well... he did... was so irritated when he like attempted to push me so i turned around..."wats your problem bitch...." ok htat stunned him... uselless commoner...

one fat stupid girl....

2005-03-18T13:27:00.000+08:00

haha... forgot to mention this yesterday when i was blogging... we were filming in the BizIT library... so jason was standing between one of the sensors at the door... beside him was another passage way out... both swing doors were open... so anyways... we were rehersing tthe scene and this fat girl comes out form behind jason and stands behing him expecting him to move... *LOL* she's blind... anyway the funnier part was that later she then tried to squeeze past him through the sensors... *dots... as andrew would say...* we all just sat there and laughed... ccause the other side was free fro passing but she still tried to force her way out haha... oh gosh... talk about STOOPID... sadly yes... oh and another thing i forgot to add... *LOL* sharina actually notices that model boi and wannabe had white hair and dandruff... respectively... haha... funny girl... ah well.. i'm on the library now.. its darn cold... ahhhhh... fingers are freezing haha... decided we cant do IDEAS now... simple decission haha... but ah well... so cold...*out of point..*

gladiator

2005-03-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

ok finally an eventful day... *sot of* started on tuesday when i went to go watch the london community gospel choir *haha* it was pretty good... the harmonys were oh so amazing... *lol* yay... we actually kinda finished filming for DVPA today... yay... efficiency... anyways may, sharina, sabby and jia ying came over to watch the gladiator for folm app... was pretty funny.. kept feeding them all...*evil laugh* we're all so gonna fat... *smirks...* anyways... sharina was funny... walked out with then with my little dog and she freaked when a dog in another house barked at us while we were walking out...*lol sharina hahah* ok la... wont be mean... shar is nice haha... bah tomolo have ivp... ugh... oops but cant say too much... cause this is linked to the other blogs that sabrina wong has... bah... she might be reading this along with pingster... *muahaha...*
ah hah... anyways... cant wait for tomorrow... haha... get to go off to batam... yay... and guess who's goin..*lmao* coolness... sonia and andrew and may are expecting some sort of scandle when i return... *hee hee* we'll see... *LOL*
*haiz...*ok kinda tired now... haha... need to go pack for my long awaited trip... *grinz...* and oh crap.. havent done the econs summary thingy... AHHHHHH!!!!!

2 funerals and a wedding

2005-03-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

timo's dad passed away on monday evening... the whole class was pretty somber while recieving the news... guess it was a pretty big shockfor all of us... his dad was so young... well we went for the wake on tuesday... was very sad to see timo and his family... kinda reminded me of when my grandfather passed away... was very sad for me but thento think of timo and that he lost a father... i cant begin to imagine the pain and loss he and his family must be feeling... i guess after tis it really makes one sit up and realise that life is short... thought of my dad and how we dont get along all the time... figured i should make the most of him here cause truth it i wouldn't want to loose him no matter what...
anyway.. onto someting a little lighter... tuesday was kinda mixed up day... got home from school and went to get flowers for timo and stuf... but they din have lilys nor roses... white ones... bah... so had to settle for white chrysanthemums... then since dad was rushing off for a wedding rehersal i couldn't wait for them to wrap the flowers for me so i deciede to be a hero and take it home to wrape myself..*lol* but that was a pretty ok success i guess... *yay* then my maid was freaking cause no one told her no one was eating dinner at home and she cooked forthe whole family... see my mom had gone to another funeral wake...
so with my dad at a weding rehersal and my mom and i at a funeral wake... now you can see the reason to the retarded title... ok... lame.. i'm being lame again...*LOL*
anyways.. today was retarded too... bah... had some flash thingy to do to prepare for ca next week.. couldnt do it.. bah. school flash sux... then i brought it home to do and i finished it with minimal problems... thats so stoopid.. but anyways... i also managed to write the longest blog thngy for ivp and the casino... bah... was so lame... trying to come up with crap to start with then ended with too much crap.. ah... wtf mate... haha...

funny rubbish

2005-03-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

blogger has suddenly magnified itself... its so weird... everything is so big... *lol* dont like it... haha...makes me feel like i'm old and blind... bah... anyways...
dvpa on wed was so weird... we saw mason outside the dms... found out he was actually andrew's fren... *LOL* funny say... had a darn good laugh at that...
*for those who dunno... mason is the guy sonia jawei and i saw a couple of weeks ago at fc6... he was almost a carbon copy of may... dressed the same way... ate the same way and styled his hair the same way... **they bothe have the sae hair style** so we named him mason...*
yesterday was pretty funny... discovered that sister shar is half deaf and half blind... lol... poor sis...anyways... she came in spects today... coolness...
had to stard the filming today for the dvpa project... at least it din rain... and we pretty much got alot of things settled... finally... *great improovement after wed's discussion where we discussed for an hr then got distracted with other stuff for the next hr... ie. mason...*
just finished creating a blog for the stoopid ivp thingy... the html for the skin was dam screwed though... dam weird... but wat the heck.. i got it out eventually... *yay*
bah that was all the funny rubbish that happened today i guess...

million dollar baby and the grammies

2005-03-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

went to watch million dollar baby on sunday... pretty good... grsce said it was excellent so mel wee kiat drew kenny and i want to watch it... again i say it was prety good..*lol* but drew din cry... *haha* where as mel kenny adn i were like tearing... was pretty sad la... it's just one of those movies that make you feel rather sad after you watch it... probably cause its very realistic... ah but anyways.. that show won like all the major grammis.. haha... pretty cool... it deservied it i guess... thinking that now i'm gonna be a fan of clint eastwood... *grinz* did a pretty great job... nice show if you wanna coem out depressed...
bah... anyway... monday was a drag... tipical monday... was zats b'day... happie belated b'day zat... tomolo is jasmine's b'day... happy b'day in advance gal... haha...
this month is like the totally broke month... so will next month till jun/ july... but wat the heck... everyone's b'day... fun. yay... *ok i'm sounding dam retarded now since i have nothing really to say... so i shall stop typing...*

tai tais and a downright boring day

2005-02-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

started off today with having to go to sch to help with some media training prog... ok it was ment to be free labour... *sigh* but it was pretty educational... jia ying jason andrew and myself under went an aditional mini DVPA come IPRA lesson... *LOL* but other then that was pretty ok i guess... the guest had an extreemly low voice... godness... kept waiting for him to clear his throat...*which he never did*... heard rajen present for a couple of min... ah well.. but it wasnt a total waste cause mr loh said he'll up our pm one grade... *LOL* hope he's serious...
ah well.. went to meet my aunties for lunch after that.. at least thats wat i thought it was... but uh uh... it was at the oriental hotel... but it wasnt at a resteraunt... it was at the ballroom... yes.. it was some dumb singapore chinese womens association... or sth like that... and their silk road thingy.. *goodneass noes wat it is...* ah well.. had lunch.. saw all the tai tais... dam they have absolutely no sense in color... most of their dresses and clothes were of some blinding color.. oh and did mention one old woman in an semi transparent black top with a glittery gold bra inside...*sigh* and there was an aribian nights woman... a cabaret singer like one... the list goes on.. and for entertainment... there was a belle dancer... whatever... and oh a chinese couple tangoing to a chinese song... *LOL* and some ribbon people... and this really od guy trying to teach a whole ballroom of people.. *and rich tai tais really* how to dance some cheena thingy... *eew...* ok that was realy retarded... but thankfully had to go for music pract in church.. so was saved from the rest of the missery of it all.. whoopie...
have hence forth declared that this is the first and the last time i'm going to suce a dum event... big waste of time really... super retarded... think my iq droped my 100 after the event... bah...

sigh... wtf

2005-02-25T18:38:00.000+08:00

hello world... *LOL* ah its friday at last.. yay... the weekend's here... sigh... think i had the most uneventful week.... *LOL again...*
btw sharina... this para is dedicated to you... i dont like whoever you think i do.. i noe who you're thinking of... nope nope nope... dun want him... i have my pens... haha....
anyway... moving on... last sunday... went to cedele for lunch... bah... the food was pretty good... *yummie cakes...* but omg.. the servise was awful... gosh... ah well.. that wasnt as bad as my atm machine that doesnt do cash withdrawal... *LOL* the uob atm at novena has no option to withdraw cash... pretty dumb really... went to get money and was like flipping through the darn menu for the option to withdraw money... none... then thinking i was stupid nad went to some other machine i looked up at the sign... and it says as large as life.. OUB atm... wtf... tts dumb... bah... in other news... its flora's b'day tomolo... cool... HAPPIE B'DAY in advance gal... went to get her prezzie... ended up wif a mng top for her... but later garfiels mother may and i went to jp...*garfield's shopping centre* haha.. to watch finding neverland...*finally* really sweet... ok... will admit that Johnny Depp was pretty cool... the show was great... theough pengie was grousing that we did watch with her... sorrie dear... haha.... bah... anyways... tomolo gotta do some dvpa thingy... lol... hope we're getting cca pts for it... since its dragging me out of beat at 7 sth... wtf...

what boredom can do to you...

2005-02-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

so i'm frigging bored now... sigh.... once again i have nothing to write about... but then again i'm so bored and have nothing better to do... why the heck is blogger in chinese... eewwww... communist blogger...
well... last week was a wreck... the wp project was due then... bah... well... stress level has more or less since returned to normal... *yay* *sorrie ppl for being so pissed last week...*
anyways... paid a visit to the duscussion bored... answered sha's questions... haha.. yep.. tts how bored i was...
oh but highlight of today... saw lavernia at fc 3 today... *LOL* but i dont think she saw us... or maybe she did and just pretended not to see us.. as she always does... guess she's too pai se to see us... *wonder why i'm not surprised...WHY* *big doe eyed bambi look*
bah anyway... in stead of forever 21.. i think my new lable is now forever 78... yes... my destined moark... i'm not complaining... but kinda find it a dam farny coincidence that i'm apparently geting 78 for everything...
ok.. it all started with econs... i got 78... a ouple of weeks later i discover i got 78 for ipra... lol... funny coincidence... i see NW today... you guess wat i got... bah... me thinks that ideas ca 3 results will be given out tomolo... bah... hope the 78 chain is broken... i dont wanna get 78fro everything... its too hillarious...
*LOL* only consolation is that it an even no... *haha* and i liek evn no.s *ok tts dam out of point...

cny and other stuff

2005-02-13T19:06:00.000+08:00

yay.... i'm back... was in kl the whole week...* whoopie*... brought my lappie but.... oh course there was no internet connection... ah well... on the whole still kinda had a pretty ok cny....
last sat: did steps then left for kl... was dam tired... prety much slept all the way there... arrived sometime in the evening... one uncle was dam late so had dinner w/o his family... checked into the hotel...*btw the hotel was dam cool... the lobby is connected to the shopping centre... unfortunately not much time to shop...* anyways.. went back to the room and watched tv wif my cuzs... blah...
sunday: my grand mother insisted we have a family gathering... ok.. ifne so instead of going to church we ended up having a "tan family service" *LOL* ah but that was about it... the rest of the day was slack... started entering to the world of semi gamblers that night... *right* but eventually retired back to the room.. and watched catwoman... *pretty stoopid*
monday: had to check out of the hotel... couldnt wake up... then my dear little cousin comes into the room with a can of shandy and request that i keeep it for him case his mom cant find out... *ok i noe i'm still technically underage too but welll tts gonna change soon....* ah in other news went back to my grandmothers place in kl...
tuesday: its cny eve and my cousins have already left to go 'bai' their other reletives... ebd up cleaning the house... *its dam dusty anyway... so yar...* it was a boting day....
wed: cny... ok so some other relatives come... but this yr is dif... snob queen is not around... yay... but the bad side is dad volunteers us to go to my uncles house...*another one... but not close* a fact - going to the house was the most dreaded thing every year till my grand dad passed on casue after tt we din need to go... till this yr...*BAH* fortunately or maybe unfortunately i din get to drown my bordem in shandy... ah well... had big family dinner tt night... played cards again.... bah blah blah...
thurs: was SUPER boring... cause cousins all went back again... attempted to do some wp and news writing... din really get far though... then remembered i should have brought my econs tutorial to do too... *very funny...* since i had nothing better to do anyway....
friday: yay.. i get to return back to singapore... ok i think i slept too much over the week cause i couldnt se\leep in the car at all... actually i alost did then mom comes up with the most ridiculous questions about goodness noes wat and after tt i'm doomed to be awake for the rest of the day... ah but thankfully da decided to speed... *must be very home sick...* reached in 31/2 hrs... so my butt din have time to rot away... *yay*... anyways went to angie's cell tt night at mings place for steam boat... *yum* and got mistaken by his mother for his gf... *oh dear i do have a comon face...* tht was clarified immediately... thankfully...
sat: met up with pengie and sabby for wp...*oh thrillsvills* after tt went to look for pengie's mp3... she bought one eventually... pretty cool one... but kinda think the sales guy wanted to kill us by the time we were done..*lol*
bah bah so tt was pretty much the hols... went to church today... amused myself by telling my frens my name was sarah jane chen...*lol... serious identity crisis - NOT*
ah well here's a not to all on my msn... regarding my nic...
fountian pens - ppl you like but are not in yr social circle
inky pens - you and the ppl you like that are within yr social circle
ball point pens - ppl who like you but you dont like them...
*its only an analogy... no need to be taken seriously... just some clarification was needed due to the number of questions *actually one question asked neumerous time* about pens...* so now you noe...

one big thanx... with huggs and kisses...muackz

2005-02-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

had my DVPA ca 3 this afternoon... was really dam scared before going... was thinking of all the worst possile scenerios... what if i got the cams mixed up... what if i over run...*my greatest fear* or what if i give wrong commands... blah blah blah... the list goes on... anyways... the whole thingy went on pretty well.. i guess... but what i'd really like to say is a BIG thanx to everyone who helped me... yess...
May - my FM *aka floor manager*
Timo - my presenter
Jia Ying - my Guest... *extra big thanx for being so sporting haha... you were really funny*
Ryan & Jason - my camera dudes
Sharina - my sound gal
Jawei - my vison mixer
couldn't have done it all without you guys... *sniffs* thanx *giggles*
ok this is begining to sound like i'm at the grammys and won some stupid thing... *lol*
ah well... now this stress of the week is over... well sorta... cause now there's WP to do... bah... its so much... *sobz* but the great news is that its cny next week... as well as the 1 week break... *yay... clapps and cheers* and tomolo is open house... *ok watever... lol*

weekend... two loooong days...

2005-01-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

i henceforth declare that this has been the longest weekend since a very long time... *sighs* humm... sent my dad to the airport yesterday morning... at 7... am mind you... well... so had to wake up at 0630h... felt like i was going back to sec sch... *whoopie... one of my wildest dreams coming true... not* anyways after that went with my mom to go scout of a darn good place to go eat breakie... ended up at newton... after that i my mom had the wildest idea to go give me an education on roads ant flora and fauna... *meaning she dragged me to a plant farm at lim chu kang and went to buy flowers... cause it was too early to go shop...* ok... i'm definately never gonna work in a nursery... it so darn muddy there...
so we went back after like filling the car with nature to leave the plants at home... then went out again... *wat a wunnerful way to waste time... haha* ah wells... after that we went shopping.. yay... my favourite part... bought a new fila bag... *coolness* but that was about it...
was kinda early to meet dixon and ber... so went back home... yet again... left at 5 to go have dinner with them and watch finding neverland... bah... found out tix were sold out... dam... that was the begining of the longest weekend...
well.. since there was nothing to do... we sat down at macs and chilled... though of possible things to do... suddenly bryant dalton and yeron turn up... and zech later... folowing them was neum shaun and dev... and theyall decide to hang together... i suppoe i'm supposed to revel in delight at being surrounded by 9 guys... theoretically speaking but ya right... i was like ok... dam... i dont talk to these guys man... though i noe them i dont hang with them... maybe i did once... but that was a long time ago... perhaps i've just moved on... ok.. now i noe i really shouldnt have gone... was so bored... humm... surprise surprise... i was strong and silent...*lol* duh.. cause i had nothing to say to them really... *we're on a diff wavelength... background info... i actually hang with a different group of ppl really except or dix and ber... but just suay la...* finally it got better though... cause ber din wanna play lan but the other guys did.. so the 3 of us ended up in starbucks slacking... wasnt that horrid an ending to a almost horrifying day...
well... today was just a plain drag.... the oh cute one was supposed to come... but his bos came...*ahhhh*... no not cute... gg was like oh sarah will play whong chords if he comes... ok now his boss thinks i'm weird... great... and my inky pen din show either... wahaha... ok but anyways today was the last time in my old church building... *sobz* gonna miss the place... so sad... but ah well... cant be helped... drew and i were snapping photos of the place for fun... went for lunch and hung out... pretty boring huh...
bah bah bah.. this weekend sux... was so stupid... next week have a crap load of things to do...
monday - dvpa ca3 + NW ca
tuesday - ideas... *woah!*
wed - dvpa again....
thurs - sp open house
sat - steps
but after that i get to go back to kl... *yay* a change of environment... whatever....

lonesome little me... wahaha

2005-01-27T15:56:00.000+08:00

yay... another boring day ahead... yes.. i have 3 hours of nothingness... *whoopie* yes.. waiting for the stoopid mok pannel for the radio thingy to start... it starts at 5 30... gosh... this is so lame... but at least it should get me some cca pts... yesss.... for all my patience... bah...
may read the title and now isist that i cant be lonesome cause she's sitting right beside me... *but she fails to remember that she is busy doing her ideas project...*
anyways... i think my groups ideas project is at a stand still... due to the avalibility of the members... ah everyone is so free....*ya right...*
anyway... think that todays session is gonna be as great as yesterday's one... and we're gonna end late too... ugh... this is so great... blah...
ah but had an ipra ca just now... ok i think i have hope to pass... at least what came out was what i remembered... yay..*claps and cheers...*
now may's bothering me... with my carelesd typing... bah... oh heck....
*yawnz...* i lead such a boring life manz... nothing is happening... haiz... oh and todays talentine showed that pengie had 2 more contenders for her position of faking m2m and aqua... bahah... not a compliment to the other two... and timo heard khairul sing this i promise you and said that that was not the right way to sing it....*lol* yesss... and timo knows how it's supposed to sound... its his song...*for the clueless.... timo is known for his tuneful but emotionless singing... and yes it was discovered after singing that particular song....* go timo wahahaha...
haiz.. ok logged in illegally to the sch com so session's sonna end soon i guess... bah... at least it's served its purpose...*LOL*

eventful days... not really la....

2005-01-24T20:50:00.000+08:00

as compared to last week... at least this week was a tad mre eventful... right... hurmz... started on friday... was a public hoiday... so had no school... *yay* so went to watch elektra... pretty cool.. but her costume wasn't the best la... not really that classy... but anyway... after that was supposed to gp meet dixon to chill... but ah well... wastoo busy to come out... spent the rest of the day doing econs and news writing... anyways...
saturday was more interesting... had some dumb seminar on women and mentel health... yay.. but was over pretty fast.. seemed fast la probably cause i spent half the time playing bingo with Flora... while sonia was playing hangman with sharina... yeah... we were having so much fun..*roll eyes...* ah well... after that we all went to chill and one my one the others left to fulfill social obligations... yes... leaving jia ying andrew may and myself... went to brows borders and kino for this book... which was a futile effort... cause they dont bring it in... yess... the wonders of singapore book companies... well.. in the evening... jia ying and i decided to leave my and andrew to have their quiet moment and left...
sunday was a blast though... haha... well... sorta... at least it was more fun then expected *grinz* well... was packing the sanctuary cause we're moving out at the end of the month... wel was packing with several people from the music team... amongst them was *as may would call him..* my 69 yr old guy...*he's NOT 69 dam it...* well... my older guy... sweetness... *LOL*... was fun... but the best part was when mel announced that the cute one was coming next week...*yay*... i kinda shreeked the place down i guess... other news... found out that this new guy that just joined us about a couple of weeks ago was askingthe others for my no... oh man... getta call from angie telling me.. then later mel said she had sth importhant to tell me... the conver was as follows...
mel: i have sth very impt to talk to you about later...
me: oh ok... uh... is it about joel...
mel: yeah...
me (and serm beside me...): *laughs*
but anyways... that night my piano teacher called... i got distinction for my theory paper... *claps and cheers... jumping for joy...*
ah well... yesterday... oh highlight was timo and may... yeah... they were dam funny when they went into the lift... both decided to face different directions and the lift doors decided to close at that time and they both jumped towards each other...*lol* dam farny... and the best part was tht timo don even noe it... and was prety clueless as to why sonia and i were practically dying of laughter.... humm.... well the rest of the day was pretty much the same... watched chigago for film ap... but was so tired... nearly fell asleep...
today... nothing interesting happened... well... pengie's no one was a topic of discussion during econs... where mrs tan once again offered to match make them cause he's a nice boy... *lol* but then we went to see talentine downstairs... think he just got demoted to no 1,000,000...*laughs* oh but wat was really the best part was that in the morning we saw this gal ewaring a scarf to class... "so cold.." quoting fron jia ying... funny say... well unfortunately she heard... *ooooopppss* well apperently she an her frens wanted to confront us... ok... come la... tere are atleast 10 of us there if not more... well she din of course... found this out from mom... ok... so now she's officially known to us as scarf girl... saw her later on at level 3... was staring at us...*ooh we're so famous...*

i have nothing constructive to say....

2005-01-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

bah... i have nothing to say.... really... only blogging now cause may asked me to... and also cause i really dont have nything better to do... *which is why i'm complying with her demands...* sighz.... nothing to say.... this will probably be a rather short entry... unless miraculously i suddenly have alot to say... unknowingly as i continue to generate utter rubbish on my com.... yes... but then again thats what i normaly do when i blog right... a constant friendly reminder that this blog is 90% rubbish 10% nonsence... so nothing needs to be taken seriously... ah well... while i'm at it... might as well recount the events of the week...
hummm....
friday... decided to skip ipra... and went to jb to see my grandma... *how fillial of me....* then pretty much slept the whole day away...
saturday... went to tnt... had practice... then had wt2... found out next week i have to be there at 2... bah... we'll see if time permits...
sunday... humm... pretty boring... went for lunch... someone din come.... ok...
monday... started e exercise for the dvpa thingy... learnt about pengie's new idea...*WOAH*
tuesday...pengie had rashes... mrs tan offered to match make jawei to her no. 1
today... nothing eventful happened... ok... till dix said i'm picky with who i hang with in church... *lol* told him its cause i rather hang with other ppl more....
ok i lead a really boring life... and now i really have nothing more constructivve to say....

voices of angels...?

2005-01-13T20:35:00.000+08:00

woke up this morning to the sound of my maid calling me... ok so yeah i almost overslept... *again*... ah well... you can blame it all on my wunnerfull alarm clock that for unknown reasons just simply refuses to ring... great... maybe it cought my flu... *roll eyes* anyway... woke up at 9 in the end... made it in time for school... *no big surprise la... since i stay so near...*
well.. i got to dover mrt and on the escallator up realized that there were 3 74s all together at the stop... ok... its 74 day... and pengie was in the first one *which according to her was dam crowded* and i was on the second one...*which was moredrately crowded...* adn the 3rd one was practly empty... dam...
anyways... today was lecture day... yay... mr grumpy was in a bad mood again.... as usual... and this time it was... " i'm already in a bad mood.. you dont have to add to it..." oh well... on the whole lectures went on the same... along with the usual getting lost in ipra lecture...
then school ended at 2... but for the sake of my vanity i hade to rot away for a whole hour then begin my pilgrimage to the optom centre...*which is right at the other end of sp...* yay... my exercise for today... so hot today... but i'm not complaining... *rather it hot then to rain...* well... got there... but wasnt so bad la... at least this time i din have to wait so long to go i and it also took pretty fast... yeah... but the only down side was that i have to come back again in feb... *ahhhh* and this time i have to refit the contacts... apparently my screwed up eye balls are too big... * they expanded... *gasps** ya... gosh contacts are the weirdest things.... but its all done in the name of vanity... ah well... was adviced by them to not wear the contacts for a week.... *they said advice... but well... you really noe they mean that i shouldnt wear it for a week...* ok... so i shall... as of this week return to the world of specticals... *whoopie*
well... since the check up ended pretty fast... decided to journey down to clementi k box to find my fellow classmates... was pretty fun la... bounced up and down on the sofas there singing... *actually shouting and screeming most of the time* then suddenly stopping and looking pai se whenever he waiters came in to bring in our drinks or take our orders... another hghlight was that may and andrew sang a chinese duet together... *woo hoo* but kept having to remind jia ying to let them sing it together... *lol* but i dont really think they noticed that they were actually singing together... then andrew sang to this other chinese song... and the waitr came in and asked him "you sure or not" or sth like that in chinese... ah well... over all it was pretty fun... untill the bill came... and it was a grand total of $84.91.. omg... where did all the cash go into...well... eventually found out that the wunnerful snacks cost $5 each... gosh... and you go tp ntuc downstairs can get one whole packet for $1+.... seesh... some marketing ploy... decided to get our full money's worth and began planning how and wat to take home from the room...*lol*
ah well... in the end we din... *we're good honest sp students...* anyway... after k box... decided that we were all too poor to go eat dinner out... so went home for free food....

fireworks time

2005-01-12T10:15:00.000+08:00

now in web publishing class... just finished trying something new with fireworks... really cant decide wether fireworks is cooler then freehand... *miss Kwa says that freehand is way way cooler... * well... fireworks seems kinda easier though... probably casue freehand was taught on a mac... giving me soo much problems... after which Sonia and i decided to become rich and famous and create a new line of coms called banana... right... *like that will ever happen* cant even do microsoft properly... let alone apple... anyways... lets see.... on of the 146 000 new things we learn... oh ya... how to do roll over buttons.... * think thats wat its called... dont really care anyway...* yay...
today got to school at 7:30 plus.... ok.. was a little late.. cause i overslept... woke up at 6 to the national anthem... *whoopie* and then perhaps the anthem was too soothing... *i really dont think so*.. but anyway... woke up at 6 50 and rushed down to sch to meet Jawei and Sabby to finish our so wonderful WP project... finally.. after today i'll be free... *except for econs la...* haiz... ca on monday... from 5 30 to 6 30... haiz... oh well... this sem's not as fun as last sem... guess there are more boring lame modules... aka NW asn IDEAS.... oh and gems... yes... gems AKA "swot" *stupid waste of time*
*yawn* dam sleepy now... but also freezing in this darnned room... wonder why the hell SP has to make all the rooms at T22 freeze like crap... *shudder*
ah well... i really dont have anything better to say... only decided to post cause i havent posted in days...*lol* so now gotta crap something put else another weirdo's gonna comment on y blog and say..."dont let a blog die" *eewww" some senile psychopath was reading my blog....

sniffs

2005-01-07T17:35:00.000+08:00

ok... uh think i'm coming down with the flu...*groan*... oh well so is everybody else... lets see doing the math with May last night... calculated tht probably only sonia timo james becky and mei hui havent gotten the flu yet... *ah hah its comin for ya'll**evil laugh*** oh well... lucky peops... who da hell started the whole epidemic anyway... argh i dont realy care anyway....
well... in other news... went to see meet the fockers on wednesday with some peops from sch.... guess it was pretty ok... not as funny as we originally anticipated... but was an average pass... figured it was because we were expecting side splitting jokes... which din happen... but on the whole it was still way way better then the screwed up corn on tuesday... officially can be labled as SP's best corn...*ok its meant to be sarcastic...* highly recomended... along with the sandy ice cream recomended by jia ying... ah well... its all for charity.... but still i'd insist that they should have some QC on the food they sell for charity or we (the consumers) will be needing some charity in the near future...
anyway... its theend of the working week...*supposedly* but being poor stressed students under the marvelous system of the moe we'll be working throughout the week end...*whatever happened to the implementation of the 5 day working week* yes.. it's sad but true... will have to be doing WP tomorrow and ideas on sunday...
hummm... actually cant wait till ideas class on tuesday... really onder what miss i'm so creative has to say about us not coming for class...*grinz* but really... the point in question here is do i really care what she thinks... you guess... the great idea.... "how to put her out of her missery and ours"*timo andrew and jason will know what this means... while the rest of you... keep guessing*...
well... in other news... Miss Kwa has apparently found may's blog... *laughs* well... this probably means that she has found all our other blogs by now if not ages ago... so ps: hi pingster....*giggles* please dont fail me for html... bie bie...
*yay... my blog posts are getting longer... may should be proud.... = p*

i did it again

2005-01-04T16:30:00.000+08:00

yay... i've changed my template again.... whoopie... actually kinda getting pretty fun to do so... oh well.. in other words i actually do know my html...
anyway... today was prety funny... in the sense that practically the whole class, save for timo and james, decided to pon ideas *whoaaaaa* yeah... that stupid module... besides the ca was over so wat do we have to go for anyway... but the best was yet to come... this was when we found out that 01 was also ponning... so cool... dmc students are psychic to a certian extent... or maybe you'd just rather term it as common sense.... yeah... the latter sounds better...
ah well... there was also econs today... foud out that i'm so totally screwed for the econs ca in wk 6... simply cause she said that if we can do today's tutorial we're ok for the ca... oh well.. the only lesson i got from that wa to not do econs tutorials when you're about to sleep... cause you basically start writing crap.... another one of the 149,000,000 things we learn everyday... *roll eyes*
anyway... after the break was IPRA... ok... our lecturer was teaching us the wrong thing.... i feel so cheated...*sarcastic sob* oh well... our tutor put it right though... ugh... tsk tsk.... mistakes mistakes...
well... tomorrow is gonna be some crap of a day... simply cause in the morning there's gonna be a wed publishing test... yay... *still hoping i have hope* and after that is the DVPA presentation.... and it's formal... *dress up time* oh an i still haven done the story board yet... argh... ok... i can start panicing now... = s

sianz

2005-01-03T13:27:00.000+08:00

ok... so i'm in mews writing class now... and havin a break... *dont get any wrong ideas... i'm very guai...*smirkz* anyways was too bored so naturallt started doing stoopid things... went to the SB site which untill recently din noe existed... anyway there was a quizie there and being hte bored ass that a aws i didit... the results are as follows...

You live life through communication and expression, both in actions and spoken words. Being perceptive, you are adept at understanding people’s motivations and fears. This allows you to bring out the best in an individual and facilitate the development of his/her potential. You rate integrity and sincerity highly in your relationships. Being imaginative and inventive, you are unafraid to discover possibilities and undergo new experiences. But these must be consistent with your beliefs to contribute to the betterment of mankind. You hold firm beliefs and are courageous in expressing yourself with a personal touch. You are talented in communicating your views and are skilled in persuading and influencing even those who hold different views. You desire to be appreciated and also freely express your appreciation of others. Having good capabilities, organizational skills and the ability to make long-term plans, you make motivational leaders and trustworthy followers.

Potential Strengths
Can get things organisedAbility to develop human resourcesSkilled at building consensusPeople skillsEnergy & enthusiasm

Popular Occupations
Sales trainerTravel agentSales managerHuman resource development trainerDietician/ nutritionistMinister/ priestsTeachers(heath/art/drama/English)Actors and entertainersWriters and artistsConsultantsNewscaster

ok... petty lame... so now i'm supposed to understand oh so much more of me...*cynical little me*

new years...

2005-01-01T21:45:00.000+08:00

yay... its the first day of 2005... good bye '04 hello '05... wel... went to ryan's house yesterday evening... with may sonia jia ying sharina jawei timo andrew and aizat... was pretty fun really... we watched the uncensored version of love acctually... courtesy of mother may... and then ryan's parents came back... offered us wine and champange haha*ryan's got cool parents*.... zat got drunk i bet.. though he din admit it...*giggles* anyway... after that we went to the pool side to chill ad wait for midnight... then zat had the urge to jump into the pool... not surprising haha.... well in the ind we just helped him in by shoving him in... ended up with all of us frolicing in the pool fully clothe.. right... then the guard ame up and... but ryan's condo has a cool guard too...*smirks* he let us stay there for a while haha... anyway... after all that "frolicing" we go back to the house and wash up... uh... dry up.. watever... we all cram into ryan's rom and chatt sing... watever la... now ryan falls asleep... so jawei starts doodling on his toe nails and feet... but he dosent budge.. till jia ying starts penning on his leg... *LOL* farny la.. by like 5 we're all dam sleepy... so we sleep... 5 ppl on the bed... cramp say... well that was pretty much the end of it all... got hoe at 8 30... fell asleep... woke up at 4.... still sleepy though...*yawns* it's NEW YEAR...!!!*claps and cheers*

spilling... eewwww

2004-12-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

haiz... today was a drag... had 3 lectures... standard thursday tradition... oh well... started off with NW... thats when the highlight of today came in... pitty pengi wasnt around... she'd have loved the site of it... our dear little thumbdrive came tottering in late for lecture... wat a way to be notices... esp when she was wearing this supper low tight jeans and a dam tight t shirt that kept riding up.... oh gawd... spilling so totally over the edges... eewwww... wonder i din get sore eyes... : S anyways... the rest of the day was pretty boring.. you guess how many slides *actually they're sheets of paper on the visualizer* we got for IPRA...*roll eyes* anyways.. its new years eve tomorrow... a new year... supposed to be partying... but dunno how much of that i'll be doing... parents dun want me to spent the whole night out... it new years... my other class mates uh girls in fact are staying out... y cant i too... its not like they're much older... hello we're all the same age... and cant say its safer for them cause they're guys cause they're not... oh goodness... i'm in poly.. not in that stoopid sec sch... so... wats the big deal... excuses about the tsunami incident... "we should not be partying because others around the world are suffering..."ok fine.. but din you also realise that life is short... just b'cos ppl are sad doesnt mean we have to be sad too.... we're already assisting by sending money and donations in... so.. being sad here in s'pore wont help wat...*roll eyes AGAIN*

dotz...

2004-12-29T09:30:00.000+08:00

oh sigh... in web publishing class now... just finisheddoin some HTML... yay it's over for now... oh gosh... hoping i have hope... *lame* anyways... christmas is long over now... but had a very very belated christmas party last night at alicia's place... its was ok i gurss... pretty fun towards the end... cause at first everyone waslike so not mixing... her aussie frens and the gang ok la... but watever la... anyways... its gonna be new year soon... yay... woopie... and there's still school on new years eve... fun... but anyways this week was kinda funnr haha... yuo guess why... muahahah... love is in the air.... eeeeee so sweeeeet...*ok... whoever reads this dont kick me... you noe who you are....* uh almost in the air la actually.... finally somethin exciting is happening... oh.. and timo likes a girl... so he's now a man... >o<

library tour... =S

2004-12-24T10:21:00.000+08:00

ok... its christmas eve today... and... *as jawei and mother may would say...* YOU GUESS wat i'm doing... ok... in school... having some really dumb library tour... well actually not touring la... sitting infront of the com listening to 'chern chern' talk about webbies... and how not to go to... whitehouse .com... uhg... who'd wanna anyway... we love elizer dont we....
so anyways... i'm sitting in the main library typing this...*oh wee... how fun...***roll eyes** yah... oh well... the only main highlight is that the class is walking around campus in santa hats...*wahahaha* yeah... i think we kinda look funny... but who cares... fun wat... *sighz* well its half day today... so school's almost over.... i guess... left noe econs lecture after this... then its party time...*whoops...!!!*

yay...!!!

2004-12-18T15:05:00.000+08:00

omg... i have hope... say again... i have hope... haha... changed my template today... *whoops and shouts of joy...* all by myself... but of course with may's help... givin me advice on what to do... *muackz to may...!!!* yeash... so cool... i think... oh well... maybe now i have hope to pass html... : S

tagboard...

2004-12-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

yay i got my new tag board today... its only 5 min old haha... i have hope i say again... begining to think that maybe... just maybe html may not be so bad after all...*clapps and cheers for sarah...* i did it all by mysely... ok may helped alittle cause i couldnt see my blog thanx to my wunnerful lagging com... so she told me where my board was... whether i put the thingy in the right place... but i found the html... yay... so proud of myself wahahah...

bboorreedd

2004-12-17T14:37:00.000+08:00

*sighs* so xianz these days... now on a 3 hr break in school... SP is now declared as the no. 1 most boring place on the planet!!!! ok... Sonia adds that her house is more boring.... she also adds that ALFONSO ROX... *yay* *btw she is sitting beside me as i blog...* haha very funny... so exciting... moving on... am recovering from the most slapstick day yesterday.. bah... progress of the day was as follows...

woke up and had a shower... used the stoopid leave in conditioner and then put on my contacts...
shocking discovery... my contacts had conditioner +saline solution on them... uhg... so i washed it like any normal person would...
ok so they seem pretty clean... and i wear them... oh F***.. wtf... i almost go blind...*dramatic pause* watever la.. dam stoopid...
ok so now i'm half blind and i'm waiting for the blessed bus to come take me to sch... great.. that son of a bitch is late... oh wow...
now to make matters worst he DELIBERATELY misses my stop... deaf ass... even after so many ppl pressed the bell for that stop.. *no comment* SBS will hear from me again...
ok so now i'm late and half blind.... running to class i trip/ slip watever... and fall... *ouch* yeah... turns out i'm now late blind and in pain... wat a wunnerfull day... yay...
ok... its down to the last class of the day... hummm.... who's my lecturer for today...
surprise surprise... its my fav yelling lecturer haha... "you guys are IDIOTS if you don't shut up..." i'm just quoting... yay...
ok school's over.. finally... the first piece of good news... and then it starts to rain... and i miss my bus.. whoopie... fun.. yay... *roll eyes*

ok thats over.. i have nothing to say now... today is a dam boring day... the only highlight is that i'm goin to changi later... to send my fren off... to NZ... she's going back there for good...*sobz* watever la... oh but found out that timo might have been a woman.. haha... just joking... watever la... i hope he's not la hahaha.... JK...

holidays... not...

2004-12-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

omg... school started yesterday... feels like the 2nd jan or something stoopid like that yeah... but actually...*stunning reality* its not...!!! its achool right on the middle of the holidays... seesh how fun...
question: where and what are you doin on christmas?
answer: uh... school... BAH... wat a way to celebrate....
question: wattabout new years and new years eve...?
*no comment*
yeah well thats poly...anyway... school started yesterday as mentioned *woopie* but on the bright side it was pretty ok... got to see everyone again *yay* another eventful thing... i went for my first gem lesson yesterday *some stoopid thingy* and in that class of mine omg... no comment... i can just say its gonna be so exciting... *roll eyes* anyway uh... yeah kinda crapping up rubbish at this point of time >_<>

first results in poly...

2004-11-24T10:50:00.000+08:00

yay.. got the results back... lets see... ws sleeping soundly when i was called awau from dreem land by my noisy phone... ah well... decided i shouldnt be a pig and get up and check my phone... ah.. 2 msg... jawei and mother may... both reminding me to come online to check the results... so i did... prettty pleased with them la.. marketing was expected anyway... huh... din make it worth my while... wahahaha... anyway here goes....
ORAL COMMUNICATION A
INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY FOR BUSINESS A
INTRODUCTION TO COMMUNICATION PRINCIPLES A
CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT A
CREATIVE COMMUNICATION B
DESKTOP PUBLISHING B+
FUNDAMENTALS OF MARKETING C+
yeah...well... at least i'm seeing way way more As then in sec school.. ah well... first sem is over... totally...

partie...

2004-11-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

i have decided... kick myself out of sparc... stoopid cca... was in a dilemma for the past few days as to wether or not to go for their dumb camp... was so undecided that i decided to make a pros and cons list on going... of course the cons were much much more... expected la... well.. as it turns out.. i din go... kicked myself out... yay... the dumb club is so pathetic really.. on reading the list i suddenly felt so exploited... hello they make me cancel all my pre planned oblications and commitments for them...who do they think they are anyway... *roll eyes* oh and they threaten me... "if you miss the first day i'll take yr name off the list of members" *roll eyes again* watever... anyway... it ends up with my sudden withdrawal heck.. i have better things to do anyway...like today... had a class party with uh.... half the class... *grinz* but it was pretty fun... plus it was very within buget... yay...